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What I want

A peaceful night

With dark birds flying over head



To signify

Deaths touched the land

For the last time



The morning paper

Will read all about it

Bush’s demise



What I want

The people of my country

To have plenty



The homeless to have

Homes, food, clothes

A decent education



The reservations

To be no more

Natives are Americans



What I want

Animals of all kinds

To have loving homes



Food of plenty

Many children to play with

And loves and kisses



To sleep in beds

On top of warm covers

And get their bellies scratched



What I want

the right to Marry

Regardless of race or gender



For myself to find

A man or woman

With a twisted sense of humor

What I wan

Death and Wars to stop

No more pointless death



For religions to

Become non-existent

No God-no issue



What I want

No more Holocaust

No more Suicide bombers



No more ideology

No more idiocy

No more pointless laws



What I want

Is my sister back

She died so many years ago



I still remember

The times of fun

And unconditional love



What I want

To see her brown eyes

To curl up to her fur

The loyal and loved pet



Who was there

When I cried

And when I hated



What I want

Healthier greener jobs

For the ones in need



No plants or factories

More trees and grass

A healthier earth



What I want

Proper books

No more online



Teachers to teach

Students to learn

People to care



What I want

Most of all

Through all of this



Is to see these dreams

Come true, in this life

Before I take my last breath

I'm sorry

He walks around as a ghost

Whispering his thoughts in my ear

His pale fingers dance over the ivory keys

He wasn't strong enough to face the sun

The darkness beckoned him

Like a dog to his owner

I'm sorry

The warmth he held is

Cold as the dark side of the moon

The hole is dark red

The are still smells

Old spice and gun powder

Forever clinging

I'm Sorry

A heart is breaking in two

They say the flames

Are licking at you

He don't deserve hell

He should have

The white wings of freedom

I'm sorry he lays there

Unmoving cold, lifeless

A soft smile upon his lips

I wasn't there for him

I let THEM creep

Under his skin

I AM sorry

The love you had for me was fake

The whispered promises were twisted lies.

When I took you as a lover

I never pictured this

Nights spent cold and alone

Days spent hidden in fear

I still remember days of old

When your hand gently touched my cheek

Waves of pleasure washed over me

Now when you touch me

I can’t help but cringe

And with every hit you make

I use to cry, but my tears are gone

In my hand lays a knife dripping with blood

And on the floor lies your body

NUMB

Breathe the smoke of hate

Feel the fires of hell

You are now condemned

To a lonely fate

You once held love and happiness

Now you sold your soul

The life you live

Is now mine to hold

Never again will you see the light of day

Never again will you feel a woman’s ouch

You now belong to me

In my dark world

The pit of despair

That is my mind

Bleeds through your light

Light is dieing

Dark will win

You will be with me

In this world

And nothing more

The sweet copper flavor

The welcoming sting

The sweet bliss it brings



My dark friend, my confidante

Take my pain away

Make me numb



Take me to the darkness

That is so pure and freeing

Show me the love I never knew



Free my soul of this body

My small sweet lover

How I love you



The only one I know

The only one I trust

I keep you close always



Hidden in plain sight

Delicately placed around my neck

Elegantly on a sliver chain



There is no more pain

Life is gone

I am free



Never again to feel

Never again to breath

Never again to live

Tears turn my skin to ash

My blood turns to ice

My heart quickens

Every glance, every word spoken

Sends me through all these emotions

Happiness, giddiness, anger, sadness, and depression

Dreams and fantasies flood my mind

Your face and voice fill my thoughts

What do I need to do?

I want you to see the real me

Not the one everyone sees

Wanting nothing more then

To feel your lips against mine

To kiss you, to be with you

Why have the fates cursed me

A dark soul born with love, never returned

Forever being alone

Forever bring cold

Forever crying as my skin turns to ash

The love and passion are

Melted chocolate running over your body

The hate and anger billing inside of me

Explode in lustful fantasies of you and I

And yet it pains me to hear you speak

Of men and women you loved in the past

And hope to love in the present and future

Not once do you mention me

Why would you I’m nothing but a supportive friend

My tears are all but gone now

Swept away with the waters

Forever thinking could you or would you ever love me

Would you ever think of me

See yourself with me

Never

Outside you’re fun and loving

Inside you’re cold and dieing

Your friends and family cannot see

The depression that lies beneath

It slowly seeps to the surface

And still no one sees

Thoughts of cutting, bleeding, and dieing

Fill you head day and night

Then on day you see a blade

You drag it across your wrist

The crimson red in your veins

Falls to the floor in a mess

Visions of life flash through

Your mind, till you see her

The one who will understand

She will take your hand

And keep you safe from those around

You never saw her before

Now you fine her darkness comforting

For she is your fallen angel

The love you had for me is gone

You don’t think I notice every night

When you come home smelling like her

After you just got done fucking her



All will be good all will be fine

Just take away this life of mine

Cut open my skin so I can bleed

Slit my throat so I cant breathe

Rip my heart out through my back

Now everything has gone black



You need to take the time and think

About what you meant to me

I think its time you realize now I’m gone away and free



From all this shit you call love

From crying (alone) late at night

From being laughed at when its bright

From thinking I done wrong when I was right



All will be good all will be fine

Just take away this life of mine

Cut open my skin so I can bleed

Slit my throat so I cant breathe

Rip my heart out through my back

Now everything has gone black



Just when I thought your love for me could take away my pain

You had to go and fuck oh what’s her name

Now all is gone, forgotten, done for

Just for you and that fuckin whore



All will be good all will be fine

Just take away this life of mine

Cut open my skin so I can bleed

Slit my throat so I cant breathe

Rip my heart out through my back

Now everything has gone black