So I broke up with my bf finally. I dont have to live with an alcoholic anymore. He's moving out by next weekend. Gotta say it feels kinda awesome, taking control again.
And in the aftermath I have also booked tickets to go to the states and meet a certain American I've been hung up on for like 10 years.. now that feels pretty awesome too, even though Im pretty much completely terrified lol. Knowing he's out there, somewhere being my someone special has gotten me through loads of crap, now if things dont go right I'll loose my crutch. On the other hand something equally terrifying would be if he turns out to be everything I think he is.
Im trying not to think about it though, 54 days left.
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Asgardareid
20:07 Apr 03 2016
Hey....
i wish you luck....take care of you. :)
SimpleMan
17:50 May 09 2016
I wish you all the best and he he turns out to be the best for you.
EnchantedFire
22:13 Jun 24 2016
Good for you. We never regret the chances we take.