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I am insane (not the whole thing, i will take time to add the rest in a while)
00:20 Feb 11 2007
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Tears falling from my face

I think I took a fall from grace

when I sett your house afire

when I chocked you on bobwire.

Perhaps when I blew up your cat?

I didn’t really meen for that...



A growing ache inside my brain

learns me to enjoy this game

everytime I feel the same

knowing I’m insane...



sunshine shining on my face.

I KNOW I took a fall from grace

taking life away from you,

felt like the right thing to do..

Happily whiping the blood of my knife.

I hide the corpse of your wife..



I really, really love this game

it dulls the ache inside my brain

knowing this I feel no pain

because I am insane....

Death
00:19 Feb 11 2007
Times Read: 725

sometimes I really wish for death

every heartbeat, every breath.

I wish for him to come for me,

so that I can be set free.

No more pain and no more grief.

Death will be my true relief.

save me from my haunted dreams

waking me in awfull screams.

Every day I feel the same,

like no one really knows my name.

They think they do but infact not,

I told them once but they forgot.

I fear that if I leave tonight,

my memory would fade from sight.

I need them all both good and bad.

To remember what has made me mad.

Mad with anger mad with fear.

I call for help but no ones there.

They’ve left me here to die alone.

They know I can’t make it on my own.

The demons inside me scream with rage.

I cannot keep them in their cage!

They brake out and rave around.

Without a sound I hit the ground...

No more anger no more fear,

’Cause I’m no longer there.....

Candlelight
00:11 Feb 11 2007
Times Read: 726

I carefully look around,

then i speak in a whisper

my words echoing in silence

-No answer



The flame of a candlelight

making shadows on the wall

"poke the flames and burn yourself"



I kill the candlelight

let the darkness fill the silence

Thoughts running through my head..



-all alone

Loneliness
00:07 Feb 11 2007
Times Read: 728

No way out, out of this dark place.

this windowless dark room seems to creep in on me..



I try to think happy thoughts.

all so envain...



Thewind touches my hair

it plays with the trees

and follows the leaves down,

down to the cold, careless ground.



in my little room i cry.

Tell secrets into the darkness.

where is my once warm and bright day?

it is lost to me, lost into eternity.



Like a bird in a cage i long for freedom

but my dark room seems endless

and is keeping me forever trapped



Loneliness will be my doom

lonely for ever,- in this room.