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Die absolute Entlarvung eines Sexualmythos!
13:30 Mar 31 2017
Times Read: 89




Von Stanley Collymore



Du drehst mich in einer Art und Weise, die ich vorher dachte,

dass es sehr hoch war unwahrscheinlich, dass irgendjemand

von meiner unmittelbaren Bekanntschaft vielleicht tun;

Denn du weißt was sie sagen: Vertrautheit auch wenn

es nicht wirklich verurteilt wird oft durch seine

genaue Natur und innige Vereinigung tut

verhindern, wer direkt beteiligt ist

tatsächlich sinnvolle Beziehungen bilden von einer

persönlichen und besonders so deutlich sexuellen Natur.

und immer schon gesagt, und so lange zweifellos

glaubte das, erraten was Sie es ist gerade passiert,

zur richtigen Zeit zu kommen und so leicht,

überzeugend und effektiv in mir habe das

methodisch entlarvt weit verbreitet und

tief gehalten universal Irrtum, den ich

persönlich habe und denken Sie dazu

unbedingt dazu Lang und natürlich

in den Prozess haben angenehm,

heftig und positiv kann ich freudig sag

in Bezug auf all dies Erwies sich als

überzeugend in jeder Weise, die

ich war, sagen wir am besten

ganz irrtümlich falsch!



© Stanley V. Collymore

30. Mai 2017.





Anmerkungen des Autors:

Ohne Ausnahme hat jeder von uns irgendwann irgendwann von Beginn unserer individuellen pubertären Jahre und einer Situation, die sich gewöhnlich mit zunehmendem Interesse entwickelt, wenn wir älter werden und die Intensität unserer persönlichen sexuellen Sehnsucht stärker wird, schuldig ist, entweder uns selbst überzeugend zu überzeugen Zumindest sind sie am dringendsten eingeschlagen, was wir für eine feste und konzertierte Übung halten, um uns selbst zu überzeugen, dass wir es bereits getan haben oder sonst so sind, was wir behaupten, dass wir zweifellos wissen, und dass wir im Wesentlichen nachher sind Die besonderen sexuellen Zustände, an denen wir persönlich beteiligt sind, und deshalb können wir uns auch in Bezug auf diesen besonderen Standpunkt, den wir in Bezug auf das, was wir zweifellos glauben, dass wir uns entweder emotional und spezifisch so sexuell bedanken,



Aber wenn sie nach außen und genau untersucht wurden, objektiv und sogar analytisch betrachtet, sind diese Annahmen, die wir allgemein und oft einvernehmlich halten, wenig mehr als wünschenswerte, wahnsinnige Phantasien, die bequem und selbstsüchtig als feste und unangefochtene Wirklichkeit verkleidet sind, wenn es in Wirklichkeit kostbare kleine oder gar keine Substanz gibt An irgendwelche von ihnen, um diese oft scharf gehaltenen und inbrünstig vertretenen Annahmen klinisch zu unterstützen, klammerte sich der Begleiter hartnäckig an Glauben oder darüber hinaus die verankerten und selbstbewussten Bestrebungen, die solche Überzeugungen hervorbringen. Und warum es darum geht, dass jede klare und vernünftige Abreise, absichtlich oder versehentlich veranlaßt, ermutigend ein solider und lohnender Sieg für den positiven und stabilen Prozess des natürlichen Menschen und eine umfangreiche Artenauswahl sowie die begleitenden und realistischen Begriffe ist, Aufstieg des gesunden Menschenverstandes.

Le débogage absolu d'un mythe sexuel!
13:29 Mar 31 2017
Times Read: 90




Par Stanley Collymore



Vous m'excitez d'une manière que je pensais auparavant peu

probable que quelqu'un de ma connaissance immédiate

peut-être; Car vous savez ce qu'ils disent: Familiarité

même si elle ne produit pas vraiment le mépris

souvent par sa nature précise et son association intime

Empêchent ceux qui sont directement impliqués de

formant réellement des relations significatives

d'une nature personnelle et surtout si distinctement

sexuelle.et toujours avoir été dit et à son tour pendant si

longtemps Croyait incontestablement cela, devinez

quoi? Toi juste arrivé à venir au bon moment

et si facilement, de façon convaincante et

efficace en moi ont méthodiquement

démystifié ce généralisé et profondément universel

l'erreur que j'ai personnellement et contribué de façon

imprévisible à Long et naturellement dans le processus

ont agréablement, ardemment et plus positivement

je peux joyeusement dire à propos de tout cela

prouvé le plus convaincant dans tous les

sens que j'étais, disons au mieux

tout à fait Erreur erronée!



© Stanley V. Collymore

30 mai 2017.





Remarques de l'auteur:

Sans exception, chacun de nous à un moment ou un autre depuis le début de nos années pubertaires individuelles et une situation qui se développe habituellement avec un intérêt accru à mesure que nous vieillissons et l'intensité de notre désir sexuel personnel se développe plus est coupable soit invariablement convaincre nous- Du moins nous nous engageons le plus sérieusement dans ce que nous considérons comme un exercice ferme et concerté de persuasion que nous avons déjà fait ou que nous sommes en train de faire ce que nous affirmons que nous savons sans doute et que nous sommes essentiellement après Les états sexuels particuliers dans lesquels nous sommes personnellement impliqués et donc nous pouvons plus loin et aussi embellir volontairement en ce qui concerne ce point de vue particulier que nous tenons par rapport à ce que nous croyons incontestablement ou ne nous transmet pas personnellement sur émotionnellement et plus spécifiquement si sexuellement



Mais lorsqu'on les examine de l'extérieur et de près, on regarde objectivement et même analytiquement ces hypothèses que nous considérons généralement et souvent consensuellement, ne sont guère plus que des fantaisies délirantes, commodes et volontairement habillées comme une réalité ferme et incontestée quand il y a peu ou pas de substance À l'un d'entre eux de soutenir cliniquement ces hypothèses souvent très franchement soutenues et ardemment adoptées, le préposé tenait fermement aux croyances ou encore aux aspirations profondément enracinées et affirmées que ces croyances donnent naissance. Et pourquoi tout départ clair et sensible, délibérément ou accidentellement occasionné, est encourageant, une victoire saine et valable pour le processus positif et stable de l'humain naturel et une sélection extensive d'espèces ainsi que l'accompagnement et, en termes réalistes, Ascendance du bon sens.

Mae debunking absoliwt o chwedl rhywiol!
13:29 Mar 31 2017
Times Read: 91




Gan Stanley Collymore



Rydych yn troi fi ar mewn ffordd rwyf yn flaenorol yn meddwl

ei fod yn hynod annhebygol bod unrhyw un o fy cydnabod ar

unwaith gallai o bosibl yn ei wneud; i eich bod yn gwybod

yr hyn y maent yn ei ddweud: gyfarwydd hyd yn oed os

nad yw'n mewn gwirionedd yn magu dirmyg yn aml

gan ei natur fanwl ac agos gymdeithas yn ei wneud

atal y rhai sy'n yn cymryd rhan yn uniongyrchol o

mewn gwirionedd yn ffurfio perthynas ystyrlon

o natur unigryw rywiol bersonol ac yn arbennig felly. A bob

amser wedi cael gwybod ac yn ei dro cyhyd ddigwestiwn

yn credu hyn, dyfalu beth? Chi jyst digwydd i ddod

draw ar yr adeg iawn ac felly yn hawdd, ddarbwyllol

ac yn effeithiol ynof fi wedi gwir a'r gau hyn yn

drefnus eang a dwfn cyffredinol camsyniad

sydd gen i yn bersonol ac yn ddifeddwl

cyfrannu at am gymaint hir ac yn naturiol yn y

broses wedi pleasurably, ardently a mae'r

rhan fwyaf yn gadarnhaol gallaf llawen

yn dweud mewn perthynas â hyn oll

profi fwyaf argyhoeddiadol ym

mhob ffordd fy mod yn,

gadewch i ni ddweud,

ar y gorau yn eithaf

mistakeningly

anghywir!



© Stanley V. Collymore

30 Mai, 2017.





Sylwadau Awdur:

Yn ddieithriad pob un ohonom ar ryw adeg neu'i gilydd o'r dechrau ein flynyddoedd glasoed unigol a'r sefyllfa sydd fel arfer yn datblygu gyda mwy o ddiddordeb wrth i ni heneiddio a dwyster ein dyhead rhywiol personol yn tyfu cryfach yn euog o un ai ddieithriad darbwyllo ein hunain neu o leiaf yn dechrau fwyaf daer ar yr hyn rydym yn eu hystyried yn gwmni ac ymarfer corff ar y cyd o berswadio ein hunain ein bod wedi naill ai wneud yn barod neu fel arall yn y broses o wneud hynny yr hyn yr ydym yn honni ein bod yn ddi-os yn gwybod, ac ein bod yn y bôn ar ôl yn y dywed rhywiol penodol rydym yn ymwneud yn bersonol â, ac felly gallwn ymhellach a hefyd yn barod addurno ar o ran y safbwynt penodol sydd gennym o ran yr hyn yr ydym yn credu ddiamheuol naill ai yn neu os nad yw'n bersonol troi ni ar emosiynol ac yn fwyaf penodol, felly yn rhywiol



Ond pan harholi'n allanol ac yn ofalus, yn edrych ar wrthrychol a hyd yn oed yn ddadansoddol tybiaethau hyn sydd gennym ar y cyfan ac yn aml mewn consensws yn fawr mwy na ffantasïau rhithiol wishful gyfleus a hunan-servingly gwisgo fel cwmni a realiti heb ei herio pan mewn gwirionedd does fawr ddim gwerthfawr sylwedd o gwbl i unrhyw un ohonynt i gefnogi'r clinigol hyn yn aml cynnal frwd ac yn arddel daer rhagdybiaethau, y gofalwr anghymodlon glynu at gredoau neu ymhellach dyheadau hen sefydlu a dywedodd hyderus credoau o'r fath yn arwain at. A pham y mae bod pob ymadael clir-dorri ac yn synhwyrol, a achosir yn fwriadol neu'n ddamweiniol, yn galonogol cadarn a buddugoliaeth gwerth chweil ar gyfer y broses gadarnhaol a sefydlog o dynol naturiol a detholiad o rywogaethau eang yn ogystal â'r cyd-fynd ac, mewn termau realistig, goruchafiaeth o synnwyr cyffredin.

The absolute debunking of a sexual myth!
13:28 Mar 31 2017
Times Read: 92




By Stanley Collymore



You turn me on in a fashion I previously thought it was highly

unlikely that anyone of my immediate acquaintance could

possibly do; for you know what they say: Familiarity

even if it doesn’t actually breed contempt often by

its precise nature and intimate association does

prevent those who’re directly involved from

actually forming meaningful relationships

of a personal and especially so a distinctly sexual nature.

And always having been told and in turn for so long

unquestioningly believed this, guess what? You

just happened to come along at the right time

and so easily, persuasively and effectively

in me have methodically debunked this

widespread and deeply held universal

fallacy which I have personally and

unthinkingly contributed to for so

long and naturally in the process

have pleasurably, ardently and

most positively I can joyfully

say in relation to all of this

proved most convincingly

in every way that I was,

let’s say, at best quite

mistakeningly wrong!



© Stanley V. Collymore

30 May 2017.





Author’s Remarks:

Without exception every one of us at some time or other from the onset of our individual pubertal years and a situation that usually develops with increased interest as we grow older and the intensity of our personal sexual yearning grows stronger is guilty of either invariably convincing ourselves or at least are most earnestly embarking on what we deem is a firm and concerted exercise of persuading ourselves that we’ve either done already or else are in the process of doing so what we assert we undoubtedly know, and that we’re essentially after in the particular sexual states we’re personally involved in and therefore we can further and also willingly embellish on as regards that particular viewpoint we hold in relation to what we unquestionably believe either does or doesn’t personally turn us on emotionally and most specifically so sexually



But when externally and closely examined, looked at objectively and even analytically these assumptions we generally and often consensually hold are little more than wishful delusional fantasies conveniently and self-servingly dressed up as firm and unchallenged reality when in effect there’s precious little or no substance whatsoever to any of them to clinically support these often keenly held and fervently espoused assumptions, the attendant tenaciously clung to beliefs or furthermore the entrenched and confidently stated aspirations such beliefs give rise to. And why it is that every clear-cut and sensible departure, deliberately or accidentally occasioned, is encouragingly a sound and worthwhile victory for the positive and stable process of natural human and an extensive species selection as well as the accompanying and, in realistic terms, ascendancy of common sense.

The absolute debunking of a sexual myth!
13:28 Mar 31 2017
Times Read: 93




By Stanley Collymore



You turn me on in a fashion I previously thought it was highly

unlikely that anyone of my immediate acquaintance could

possibly do; for you know what they say: Familiarity

even if it doesn’t actually breed contempt often by

its precise nature and intimate association does

prevent those who’re directly involved from

actually forming meaningful relationships

of a personal and especially so a distinctly sexual nature.

And always having been told and in turn for so long

unquestioningly believed this, guess what? You

just happened to come along at the right time

and so easily, persuasively and effectively

in me have methodically debunked this

widespread and deeply held universal

fallacy which I have personally and

unthinkingly contributed to for so

long and naturally in the process

have pleasurably, ardently and

most positively I can joyfully

say in relation to all of this

proved most convincingly

in every way that I was,

let’s say, at best quite

mistakeningly wrong!



© Stanley V. Collymore

30 May 2017.





Author’s Remarks:

Without exception every one of us at some time or other from the onset of our individual pubertal years and a situation that usually develops with increased interest as we grow older and the intensity of our personal sexual yearning grows stronger is guilty of either invariably convincing ourselves or at least are most earnestly embarking on what we deem is a firm and concerted exercise of persuading ourselves that we’ve either done already or else are in the process of doing so what we assert we undoubtedly know, and that we’re essentially after in the particular sexual states we’re personally involved in and therefore we can further and also willingly embellish on as regards that particular viewpoint we hold in relation to what we unquestionably believe either does or doesn’t personally turn us on emotionally and most specifically so sexually



But when externally and closely examined, looked at objectively and even analytically these assumptions we generally and often consensually hold are little more than wishful delusional fantasies conveniently and self-servingly dressed up as firm and unchallenged reality when in effect there’s precious little or no substance whatsoever to any of them to clinically support these often keenly held and fervently espoused assumptions, the attendant tenaciously clung to beliefs or furthermore the entrenched and confidently stated aspirations such beliefs give rise to. And why it is that every clear-cut and sensible departure, deliberately or accidentally occasioned, is encouragingly a sound and worthwhile victory for the positive and stable process of natural human and an extensive species selection as well as the accompanying and, in realistic terms, ascendancy of common sense.

True love is about selflessly giving not selfishly or exploitatively taking!
12:36 Mar 29 2017
Times Read: 104




By Stanley Collymore



Please have the courage and decency to give me back what you

have duplicitously and quite insultingly taken away from me;

and I’m specifically referring to my self-respect, self-worth

and human dignity that in the concertedly premeditated

fashion that you’ve so loathsomely done you have

gratuitously and most callously deprived me of.

And why it is that I’m so desperate now to

regain the previous state of affairs that before you

came into my life I was most happily ensconced in, and

also why I’m absolutely willing to make any reasonable

sacrifice that will ably assist in forever eradicating

the everyday unhappiness and strife that have

consistently bedevilled my life ever since

I innocently but now remorsefully made

that fateful decision to be your wife.



A now intolerable and wholly impossible situation that I’ll

no longer either tolerate or consciously endure anymore

and why it is that I’m voluntarily and even willingly

prepared to overlook all the money that in your

exquisitely beguiling, I must say, and utterly

convincing charm offensive way when we

were happily courting naturally led me

to irresistibly, unavoidably and in practically every other

conceivable manner lose my head, enthusiastically and

carelessly succumb to and quite stupidly as it turned

out, it has to be said, inadvertently allowed you to

gyp me. A complete idiot you must surely have

gleefully concluded of me in the aftermath of

what you did; easy pickings for you on your

part and all from a besotted woman freely

and explicitly declaring to you what was

honestly and lovingly in her heart but

all the same seen by you as someone

with more money and a credulous

nature than usual common sense.



And you were probably right then. But guess what? I’m no

longer that feckless female you attributed to me and then

duped into marry you, for in the interim amid my first

meeting you and now I’ve been forced expeditiously

from our marital point of view, albeit distressingly,

agonizingly but none the less honestly admit, to

fundamental changes in my personal life that

preceding your eventual coming along and

essentially ruining my life in addition to

critically endangering my entire wellbeing, I just couldn’t

have ever imagined myself doing. But I’ve changed, all

the same, and for the better! And therefore there’s no

likely chance now of my ever wanting to stay with

you let alone continuing to be your convenient

doormat, dutiful spouse or obedient woman.

And that doesn’t simply apply to you my

soon to be ex-husband but every other

man who thinks and acts as you do.

So good riddance to bad rubbish I

say, for as far as you’re affected

I’m well and truly on my way!



© Stanley V. Collymore

28 March 2017.





Author’s Remarks:

This poem was inspired by an interesting, open-hearted, laughable at times but all the same a very intense conversation that I had with a personal acquaintance of mine who of her own volition, because she trusted me she complimentarily assured and confided in me, related the corresponding events to me. In the course of our conversation I told her that her story had all the hallmarks for being a very instructional and inspiring poem that I would very much like to write, she already knew that I’m a poet, but that in my doing so if she had no objections to my writing the said poem I would quite naturally, meticulously retain her anonymity as well as studiously protect her identity and the confidences she’d freely but trustingly entrusted in me.



In response she spontaneously but laughingly and encouragingly replied: “Name the bastard, I don’t mind!” However, in all fairness to her as well as professionally to myself I decided not to, for once these things are out there online they tend to permanently stay there, and a decision made in haste or out of revenge might very well be regretted much later once the anger or even the hate that instigated it have themselves grossly diminished.



Besides, not yet a mother herself this personal acquaintance of mine confided that she would despite her unpleasant experiences with her now ex-husband nevertheless with someone that she could genuinely trust love to have children, and given those circumstances I felt that I didn’t want to unnecessarily, if at all, inflict a needless burden on any future children my acquaintance may have and in the process lumber them with an intolerable and degrading legacy that stemmed from the now defunct relationship between their mother and this utterly loathsome, manipulative, avaricious and lowlife scum of an individual that their Mum had unfortunately married.



But even so and while it’s honest on my part to say that this poem was specifically written for this personal acquaintance of mine and likewise is unquestionably dedicated to her just as it’s similarly penned from a female’s perspective, I must furthermore say that anyone: female, male, married, engaged, living in a partnership or single who can individually relate to my personal acquaintance’s experiences or have yourself been in a similar situation that is itself troublesomely laden with its deeply traumatic or disturbing involvement in relation to your personal love life are quite at liberty, if you want to, to empathize with this poem and draw whatever comfort or lessons that you can from it. And I sincerely hope that you do.

A sensible solution to the perennial conundrum of pointless coition that's then confused with love!
12:26 Mar 25 2017
Times Read: 115




By Stanley Collymore



I always knew, and actually from the very first moment that I saw

you, that you were unquestionably that special one for me. How

did I know that with such convincing surety? Quite simple

actually; and this is how! My maternal Grandmother: a

very astute, highly intelligent. thoroughly loving in

the absolute traditional sense and total meaning

of that word and an accomplishedly worldly

wise and pragmatic lady, knowingly and

most prescient-mindedly when I entered my puberty years

had from a very well informed perspective on her part,

and as both of us heartily in response to her remarks,

undoubtedly and convincingly impressed upon me,

impulsively convulsed into tears of laughter that

if my heart, my head and my penis were of the

same conjointly agreed accord in matters of

personal romance I should unhesitatingly

but even so sagaciously take the chance

or given opportunity to investigate the genuine possibility

of getting involved with that person. However, under

no circumstance if these three crucial entities: my

penis, my heart and my head, the latter through

the faculty of my brain, weren’t in faultless

sync with each other I ought realistically

to cautiously refrain from assuming it

was suitable let alone clever taking

into my personal life that female

as a lover far less so as a wife!



© Stanley V. Collymore

24 March 2017.





Authors Remarks:

My eternal and gracious thanks to you Gran for being the principal and instrumentally influential mentor, confidante, enduring friend, consoler in times of personal stress or difficulties in my life and the consummate advisor you have accordingly always been to me. Someone who has always and willingly been there for me and specifically whenever I needed you most and who I not only knew I could dependably count on you but just as assuredly would never let me down. And just a few of the millions of just reasons that I profoundly and most enthusiastically love you.



All this intellectually and sensibly complemented by admirable advice from you that has always stood me in good stead. As hypocrisy and double standards so commonplace nowadays have never been your thing nor the sorts of things you would ever have any truck with; nor are they mine having always had the excellent teacher in you to guide me and that you have at all times been to sensibly and objectively outline what these cancerous and malignant evils are all about.



So thank you Gran for massively assisting in making my life what it is having had it vastly enriched by all you’ve done for me, and thus enabling me to be the confident and self-assured person, both professionally and personally in my private life, that through your sterling efforts, love and devotion I have gratefully become.

Eine sinnvolle Lösung für das ewige Rätsel des sinnlosen Gewandes, der dann mit Liebe verwechselt wird!
12:25 Mar 25 2017
Times Read: 119




Von Stanley Collymore



Ich wusste immer, und eigentlich vom ersten Moment an,

den ich sah Sie, dass Sie zweifellos das besondere für

mich waren. Wie Wusste ich das mit so überzeugender

Sicherheit? Ziemlich einfach tatsächlich; Und das

ist so! meine mütterliche Großmutter: a sehr

klug, sehr intelligent, gründlich liebend

in der absolute traditionelle Sinn und

die totale Bedeutung von diesem

Wort und einem vollkommen

weltlichen Weise und pragmatische Dame,

wissentlich und am meisten vorsätzlich, als ich meine

Pubertätsjahre betrat hatte von einer sehr gut informierten

Perspektive ihrerseits, und als wir beide herzlich als

Antwort auf ihre Bemerkungen, zweifellos und

überzeugend beeindruckt mich, impulsiv in

Thränen des Lachens überführt wenn mein Herz,

mein Kopf und mein Penis waren gleiches

gemeinsam vereinbartes Abkommen in

Angelegenheiten von persönliche Romantik

sollte ich ohne Zögern aber auch so scharfsinnig die

Chance oder Gelegenheit, die echte Möglichkeit zu

untersuchen sich mit dieser Person beschäftigen.

jedoch unter Kein Umstand, wenn diese drei

entscheidenden Einheiten: meine Penis,

mein Herz und mein Kopf, letzteres

durch die Fakultät meines Gehirns,

waren nicht tadellos Sync mit einander sollte

ich realistisch vorsichtig davon absehen,

es zu übernehmen war passend,

geschweige denn geschickt

in mein persönliches

Leben das Weibchen als

Liebhaber weit

weniger als

Frau!



© Stanley V. Collymore

24. März 2017.





Autoren Anmerkungen:

Mein ewiges und gnädiges Dank an Sie Gran für den Haupt- und instrumental einflussreichen Mentor, vertrauten, dauerhaften Freund, trösten in Zeiten des persönlichen Stresses oder der Schwierigkeiten in meinem Leben und dem vollendeten Berater, den Sie dementsprechend immer für mich gewesen sind. Jemand, der immer und bereitwillig für mich da war und speziell, wann immer ich dich am meisten brauchte und wen ich nicht nur wusste, dass ich zuverlässig auf dich zählen konnte, aber genauso sicherlich würde ich mich nicht enttäuschen lassen. Und nur ein paar der Millionen von Gründen, die ich tief und enthusiastisch liebe dich.



All dies intellektuell und vernünftig ergänzt durch bewundernswerte Ratschläge von Ihnen, die mir immer gut gestanden hat. Als Heuchelei und doppelte Standards so alltäglich heutzutage war noch nie dein Ding noch die Art von Dingen, die du jemals einen LKW haben würde; Noch haben sie mir schon immer die hervorragende Lehrerin in dir geleitet, um mich zu führen, und dass du zu allen Zeiten vernünftig und objektiv gesehen hast, was diese krebsartigen und bösartigen Übel sind.



Also danke Gran für die massive Unterstützung, um mein Leben zu machen, was es hat, hat es sehr bereichert durch alles, was du für mich getan hast, und damit ermöglicht es mir, die selbstbewusste und selbstbewusste Person zu sein, sowohl beruflich als auch persönlich in meinem Privatleben , Dass durch deine Sterlingbemühungen, Liebe und Hingabe ich dankbar geworden bin.

Une solution sensible à l'énigme perpétuelle de la coïte inutile qui est alors confondue avec l'amour!
12:24 Mar 25 2017
Times Read: 120




Par Stanley Collymore



J'ai toujours su, et en fait dès le premier moment que j'ai vu

vous, que vous étiez incontestablement celui spécial pour

moi. Comment le savais-je avec une assurance aussi

convaincante? Assez facile réellement; Et voilà

comment! Ma grand-mère maternelle: un

très astucieux, très intelligent. Aimer

profondément le sens traditionnel

absolu et la signification totale

de ce mot et un monde Sage et pragmatique, sciemment

et plus prescient-mindedly quand je suis entré dans

mes années de puberté avait, d'un point de vue

très bien informé de sa part, et comme nous

deux chaleureusement en réponse à ses

remarques, incontestablement et de

façon convaincante impressionné

sur moi, impulsivement convulsé en larmes de rire qui

si mon coeur, ma tête et mon pénis étaient de la

même accord mutuellement convenu en matière de

Romance personnel je devrais sans hésitation

mais même si sagacieusement prendre la

chance ou la possibilité d'étudier la

possibilité réelle de s'impliquer

avec cette personne. Toutefois, sous Aucune

circonstance si ces trois entités cruciales:

mon Pénis, mon cœur et ma tête, le

dernier à travers La faculté de

mon cerveau, n'étaient pas irréprochables

Synchroniser les uns avec les autres je

devrais réaliste s'abstenir prudemment de

l'assumer était convenable et encore

moins intelligent dans ma vie

personnelle que la femelle comme

un amant beaucoup moins

comme une femme!



© Stanley V. Collymore

24 mars 2017.





Auteurs Remarques:

Mon éternel et gracieux merci à vous Gran pour être le mentor principal et instrumentalement influent, confident, ami endurant, consoler dans des moments de stress personnel ou des difficultés dans ma vie et le conseiller consommé vous avez toujours été à moi. Quelqu'un qui a toujours et volontairement été là pour moi et spécifiquement chaque fois que j'avais plus besoin de vous et qui je savais non seulement que je pouvais compter sur vous, mais aussi certainement ne me laisserait jamais tomber. Et juste quelques-uns des millions de justes raisons que je vous aime profondément et avec enthousiasme.



Tout cela intellectuellement et sensiblement complété par des conseils admirables de vous qui m'a toujours maintenu en bonne place. Comme l'hypocrisie et le double standard si banal de nos jours n'ont jamais été votre chose ni les sortes de choses que vous auriez jamais n'importe quel camion avec; Ni sont les miennes ayant toujours eu l'excellent professeur en vous pour me guider et que vous avez toujours été à sensiblement et objectivement tracer ce que ces maux cancéreux et malignes sont tout au sujet.



Donc, merci beaucoup pour avoir grandement aidé à faire de ma vie ce qu'elle a eu énormément enrichie par tout ce que vous avez fait pour moi, et ainsi me permettre d'être la personne confiante et assurée, à la fois professionnellement et personnellement dans ma vie privée , Que par tes efforts sterling, l'amour et la dévotion que je suis reconnaissant.

All glory to patriotic Martin McGuinness the redoubtable Che Guevarra of Ireland!
12:51 Mar 23 2017
Times Read: 124




By Stanley Collymore



You were from the outset of your social and political life

a man of sterling qualities and outstanding integrity

Martin McGuinness forced as you undoubtedly

were into the savage and unremitting crucible

of fire and the epidemic dishonesty of the

British generally and the English most

specifically and, what is more, was

remorselessly conducted by them

in their combined barbarity against the courageous,

long suffering, subjugated and genuine Irish men,

women and their children. And although the

mountainous odds in these inured abusers

favour were always massively against

Eire together with all the undeniably

patriotic Irish men, women and

their offspring both at home

and in the wider Irish

Diaspora globally.



Who as in the past had openly and democratically

done in a free and fair election expressing their

earnest and still ongoing desire for a United

Eire and Irish nation, that quite adoringly

impassioned dream and and matching

aspiration assuredly will always live

on eternally rooted in the deeply

emboldened hearts and the

conscionable minds of all successive generations of

courageous, committed, truly nation-loving and

indubitably patriotic Irish man, woman and

their children as admirably it must and

will consistently do; and due in no

short measure to irrefutanly loyal

and genuinely committed Irish

citizens like yourself Martin

McGuiness and the heroic

and selfless part that you

and of course Sinn Fein

have massively played

and carry on doing in

every aspect of this!



So hail then I openly and proudly say to you Martin

McGuinness, Sinn Fein and the IRA! completely

convinced as evidently I and every other right

thinking and knowledgeable person knows

and intensely wishes for, that those who

selflessly fight and willingly die for

their national integrity conjoined

with the united sovereignty of

Ireland and its people’s right to choose

and unconstrained determine their

own destiny will inevitably one

day sucessfully achieve their

ambition by appropriately

acquiring and proudly

upholding their way.



© Stanley V. Collymore

22 March 2017.





Author’s Remarks:

Firstly, I wish to express my deepest and sincerest regrets and sadness at the death of Martin McGuinness a truly great man, courageous in his actions, inspirational to all genuinely political democratic aspirants and a highly principled individual who gave no quarters and expected none and who, in my honest and unapologetic opinion, unsurprisingly and also non-ostentatiously convincingly developed into a markedly consummate and a most outstandingly accomplished statesman.



Secondly to convey at this grieving time for them my heartfelt condolences and best wishes to Martin’s widow and his family members, close friends and associates and, of course the members and supporters of Sinn Fein for your irreparable loss. But if it’s any consolation to you to say to you as well that you weren’t alone in your justifiable love for, respect of and total admiration also of Martin.



And that this poem I’m now publishing online and which was instantaneously conceived and written the very moment I learnt of Martin’s death on the 21st March 2017 is a personal tribute from me, my German female Partner and my family to a fantastically remarkable man together with being as well a noble statesman in the true context of that terminology. Someone whose untimely death is deeply regretted but will all the more because of who Martin McGuinness was and the exceptional legacy that he has achieved during his lifetime and has left for us will focus our thoughts and fond remembrances of him on the massive loss we’ve all both individually and collectively suffered.



So God continue to bless you Martin as He takes you to his and now your own celestial home, while we who remain here on Earth until our individual time comes to depart it in permanent fashion will until we meet up with you again earnestly cherish and enduringly remember you for the superb, conscionable and implacably fair and honest Gentleman that you were and for us will always remain! Farewell friend and political mentor, until we meet again.

Alle Ruhm zu patriotischen Martin McGuinness der redoubtable Che Guevarra von Irland!
12:50 Mar 23 2017
Times Read: 125




Von Stanley Collymore



Du warst von Anfang an dein soziales und politisches Leben

ein Mann aus Sterling-Qualitäten und herausragende Integrität

Martin McGuinness gezwungen, wie Sie zweifellos

waren in den wilden und unablässigen Tiegel

des Feuers und der epidemischen Unehrlichkeit der

Briten im Allgemeinen und die Engländer am

meisten Speziell und, was mehr ist, war

unbarmherzig von ihnen geleitet

in ihrer kombinierten Barbarei

gegen die mutigen,langes Leiden, unterjochte und echte

irische Männer,Frauen und ihre Kinder. Und obwohl

die gebirgige Chancen in diesen inerten Verführer

Bevorzugung waren immer massiv gegen

Eire zusammen mit allen unbestreitbar

patriotische irische Männer, Frauen

und ihre Nachkommen beide zu

Hause und in der breiteren

Iren Diaspora weltweit.



Wer wie in der Vergangenheit hatte offen und demokratisch

getan in einer freien und fairen Wahl, die ihre ausdrücken

ernstes und immer noch andauerndes Verlangen nach

einem United Eire und irische Nation, das sehr

anbetendlLeidenschaftlicher Traum und passend

Aspiration wird sicherlich immer leben auf

ewig verwurzelt in der tiefe ermutigte

Herzen und die verständnisvolle Köpfe aller

aufeinanderfolgenden Generationen von

mutig, engagiert, wirklich nettliebend

und unzweifelhaft patriotischen

irischen Mann, Frau und ihre

Kinder so bewundernswert muss es und wird

konsequent tun; Und fällig in nein kurze

Maßnahme für irrefutan loyal und

echt engagierte Iren Bürger wie

dich selbst Martin McGuiness

und das Heldentum und selbstlosen

Teil, dass Sie und natürlich Sinn

Fein haben massiv gespielt

und mach weiter jeder

Aspekt davon!



Also hagel ich dann offen und stolz zu dir Martin

McGuinness, Sinn Fein und die IRA! vollständig

Überzeugt als offenbar ich und jeder andere

richtig Denken und kenntnisreiche Person

weiß und wünscht, dass diejenigen, die

selbstlos kämpfen und bereitwillig

sterben ihre nationale Integrität

verbunden mit der vereinigten Souveränität von

Irland und das Recht seiner Leute zu wählen

und unbeschränkt bestimmen sie das eigene

Schicksal wird unweigerlich eins sein

Tag erfolgreich zu erreichen Ehrgeiz

in angemessener Weise erwerben

und stolz Aufrecht zu halten



© Stanley V. Collymore

22. März 2017





Anmerkungen des Autors:

Zuerst möchte ich meinen tiefsten und aufrichtigsten Reue und Traurigkeit bei dem Tod von Martin McGuinness einen wahrhaft großen Mann ausdrücken, der mutig in seinen Handlungen ist, inspirierend für alle echt politisch-demokratischen Aspiranten und eine hochprinzipielle Person, die kein Quartier gab und niemandem erwartete und wer , In meiner ehrlichen und unapologetischen Meinung, überraschend und auch nicht-ostentativ überzeugend zu einem deutlich vollendeten und einem außerordentlich vollendeten Staatsmann geworden.



Zweitens, um in dieser trauernden Zeit für sie meine herzlichen Beileid und besten Wünsche an Martin's Witwe und seine Familienmitglieder, enge Freunde und Mitarbeiter und natürlich die Mitglieder und Unterstützer von Sinn Fein für Ihren irreparablen Verlust zu vermitteln. Aber wenn es dir nur Trost ist, dir zu sagen, daß du nicht allein in deiner berechtigten Liebe bist, Respekt und totale Bewunderung auch von Martin.



Und das dieses Gedicht, das ich jetzt online veröffentliche und das augenblicklich so konzipiert und geschrieben wurde, wie ich am 21. März 2017 von Martins Tod gelernt habe, ist ein persönlicher Tribut von mir, meine deutsche Partnerin und meine Familie zu einem phantastisch bemerkenswerten Mann zusammen Mit einem ebenso edlen Staatsmann im wahren Kontext dieser Terminologie. Jemand, dessen unzeitgemäßer Tod tief bedauert ist, aber um so mehr, weil Martin McGuinness war und das außergewöhnliche Erbe, das er zu Lebzeiten erlangt hat und für uns verlassen hat, wird unsere Gedanken und feine Erinnerungen an ihn über den massiven Verlust, den wir haben, fokussieren Alle einzeln und kollektiv gelitten.



So gesegnet Gott dich weiterhin, wie er dich zu seinem und jetzt zu deinem himmlischen Haus führt, während wir, die hier auf der Erde bleiben, bis unsere individuelle Zeit in ständiger Weise abreisen wird, bis wir uns mit Ihnen wieder ernsthaft schätzen und dauerhaft treffen Erinnere dich an den hervorragenden, verzeihlichen und unerbittlich fairen und ehrlichen Gentleman, den du warst und für uns wird immer bleiben! Abschiedsfreund und politischer Mentor, bis wir uns wiedersehen.

A Bloody Awful Night!
13:11 Mar 20 2017
Times Read: 130




By Stanley Collymore



Slept fitfully during the night vacating my bed at times to go

to the loo, an urgent necessity I must say as this recent bout

of incontinence I’ve been irritatingly having remorselessly

continues to have its sway. The aforesaid activity now

finally done and me back in bed instead of my quickly

falling asleep again and getting some much needed

rest that my physically and mentally traumatized

body could well do with I annoyingly lay wide

awake desperately yearning in my disturbed state to mercifully

fall asleep, but does that happen? Not on your nelly as my

aching joints begin to constantly and cruelly play up

something awesome and so the entire bloody mess

of what’s unjustly and painfully happening to

me relentlessly goes on. And after all

that who given the excruciating

agony of such awful physical

and psychological distress

would seriously and

involuntarily, let

alone willingly,

want to be so

comprised as

I was in

all this?



© Stanley V. Collymore

17 March 2017.





Author’s Comments:

This poem wasn’t written with any intellectual or academic pursuit in mind or because it was intended as a means of conveying any inspirational or instructive message to anybody. It most certainly wasn’t I can assure you! The motive behind it, if you can call it that, is that it was born of a situation where I was totally pissed off due to a lack of sleep and no matter how much or how hard I tried to remedy that state of affairs there was no respite to it. So with those frustrating thoughts running fervently and inescapably through my mind I usefully employed the time to pen this poem. So here it is and you’re perfectly at liberty to make of it what you will!

Eine blutige, schreckliche Nacht!
13:11 Mar 20 2017
Times Read: 131




Von Stanley Collymore



Schlief während der ganzen Nacht schlafen, um mein Bett zu

verlassen geh auf den Klo, eine dringende Notwendigkeit

muss ich sagen, wie dieser letzte Kampf der Inkontinenz

habe ich irritierend unangemessen gehabt fährt fort,

seine Herrschaft zu haben. Die vorgenannte

Tätigkeit jetzt endlich fertig und ich

wieder im Bett anstatt mein schnell

wieder einschlafen und etwas

dringend benötigte Ruhe, dass

meine körperlich und geistig traumatisiert Körper könnte

gut mit Ich ärgerlich weit liegen Wach in sehnsüchtig

sehnsüchtig in meinem gestörten Zustand zu gnädig

einschlafen, aber passiert das? Nicht auf dein

Nelly wie mein schmerzende Gelenke

beginnen ständig und grausam zu

spielen etwas ehrfürchtiges und so

das ganze blutige durcheinander von dem,

was ungerecht und schmerzlich passiert

ist mich geht unermüdlich weiter.

Und schließlich das, was die

Quälenden Agonie von so

schrecklichen körperlichen und

psychische Not Würde ernst

und unwillkürlich, lass

alleine bereitwillig

will so sein Enthalten

als ich war in

all das?



© Stanley V. Collymore

17. März 2017.





Kommentare des Autors:

Dieses Gedicht wurde nicht mit irgendeiner intellektuellen oder akademischen Verfolgung im Sinn geschrieben oder weil es als Mittel zur Vermittlung einer inspirierenden oder lehrreichen Botschaft an irgendjemand gedacht war. Es war sicher nicht, dass ich Ihnen versichern kann! Das Motiv dahinter, wenn man das so nennen kann, ist es, dass es aus einer Situation geboren wurde, in der ich wegen eines Mangels an Schlaf völlig sauer war und egal wieviel oder wie schwer ich versuchte, diesen Zustand zu beheben Keine Pause dafür. Also mit jenen frustrierenden Gedanken, die inbrünstig und unausweichlich durch meinen Verstand laufen, benutzte ich die Zeit, um dieses Gedicht zu füttern. Also hier ist es und du bist vollkommen frei, daraus zu machen, was du willst!

Noson erchyll Bloody!
13:09 Mar 20 2017
Times Read: 132




Gan Stanley Collymore



Cysgu fitfully drwy'r nos gadael fy ngwely ar adegau i fynd

i'r tŷ bach, anghenraid brys rhaid i mi ddweud fod hyn

yn bout diweddar o anymataliaeth Rwyf wedi bod

irritatingly cael ddidrugaredd yn parhau i gael

ei siglo. Mae'r gweithgaredd a nodwyd uchod yn awr

wneud yn derfynol a fi yn ôl yn y gwely yn lle fy

gyflym syrthio i gysgu eto a chael rhai mawr

ei angen gorffwys bod fy trawmateiddio

gorfforol ac yn feddyliol Gallai corff

yn dda yn ei wneud gyda I annoyingly lleyg eang ddihun

daer dyheu yn fy cyflwr cythryblus i drugaredd syrthio

i gysgu, ond mae hynny'n digwydd? Nad ydynt ar

eich Nelly fel fy cymalau poenus yn dechrau

chwarae hyd yn gyson ac yn greulon rhywbeth

anhygoel ac felly y llanast gwaedlyd cyfan

o'r hyn sy'n digwydd ar gam ac yn boenus

i mi ddiflino yn mynd ymlaen. Ac ar

ôl i gyd hynny sy'n cael y excruciating

agony o corfforol ofnadwy o'r fath

a gofid seicolegol byddai o

ddifrif ac anwirfoddol,

gadewch ei ben ei

hun yn barod, am fod

mor cynnwys fel

Roeddwn i

yn hyn

i gyd?



© Stanley V. Collymore

Mawrth 17, 2017.





Sylwadau Awdur:

Nid yw hyn gerdd Ysgrifennwyd gydag unrhyw drywydd deallusol neu academaidd mewn golwg neu oherwydd bwriedir fel modd o gyfleu unrhyw neges ysbrydoledig neu addysgiadol i unrhyw un oedd. Mae'n sicr nid oedd Gallaf eich sicrhau! Y cymhelliad y tu ôl iddo, os gallwch ei alw'n hynny, yw ei fod yn ei eni o sefyllfa lle yr oeddwn yn pissed llwyr off oherwydd diffyg cwsg ac ni waeth faint neu pa mor galed yr wyf yn ceisio i gywiro y sefyllfa honno, roedd dim seibiant iddo. Felly, gyda meddyliau rhwystredig rhai sy'n rhedeg daer ac yn anochel trwy fy meddwl i mi gyflogi ddefnyddiol yr amser i gorlan y gerdd hon. Felly dyma ei fod yn ac rydych yn berffaith yn rhydd i wneud ohono yr hyn yr ydych yn!

The control-freakism of the CIA, UK and other western supposed “intelligence” organizations!
12:04 Mar 11 2017
Times Read: 148




By Stanley Collymore



How and why is it that everything I say and do, even acts

like going to the loo in this house, which after all is my

home, customarily, systematically and automatically

becomes common knowledge to persons not even

known to me, and who in the course of my life

I’m most assuredly convinced I’m unlikely

ever to meet let alone be afforded the opportunity to

properly and sensibly engage in any constructive

face to face conversation with any of them or,

come to that, through other personal means

whether at their stated behest or a case

of much more unequivocally of a

direct request either curiously

or else inquisitively that

might stem from me?



Well if the same thing is happening to you but unlike

my disdainful response to it is nevertheless causing

you a load of hassle or traumatic distress, then

calmly essay to put your troubled mind at

rest, since you’re far and away not alone

in this significantly troublesome and

most peculiar situation which has

effectively rendered you into

becoming a rather hapless victim of those whom

you’ve witlessly voted for and in your routine

“Useful Idiot” role just as unthinkingly put

into political power; and who themselves

are now premeditatedly and actively

orchestrating their Animal Farm

type, aggressive and criminally

state of mind Dogs to see to

their particular bidding.



Yes indeed it’s all down to the widespread obdurate

and relentless control-freakism of western Zionist,

neo-con, Nazi regimes principally in the United

States, Britain and throughout the EU too and

profitably franchised to the CIA, which I’ve

fittingly renamed the “Criminally Inured

Agency”, its British toadies, formerly

MI5 and MI6 but now labelled by

me the “Manipulated Insane Five and Six,”

together with the dementedly, earnestly

eager and actually bit part player the

BND: Germany’s post the Second

World War national intelligence

agency, most fawningly, rather

asininely and quite risibly if

it wasn’t so grave a matter,

seeking to make a name

for itself in all of this!



So don’t dwell unduly on any inconveniences

that you might be having but instead count

your blessing that these “intelligence”

organizations through the precise

weaponizing of your television

set, smart phone and all other

electronic devices in your possession and also

your home can without difficulty coupled

with their natural and fitting adeptness

ensure 24/7 that you’re protectively

safe from all terroristic harm; and

in your typical sadomasochistic

fashion continue to vote for

and constantly keep their

political superiors and

your controllers in

power as you’ve

always done.



© Stanley V. Collymore

9 March 2017.





Author’s Remarks:

This is the ongoing saga of psychopathically minded and manipulatively control-freaks in absolute control of intellectually challenged, unthinking, utterly dim-witted, short attention span and very easily persuaded and acutely prone to fraudulently peddled populist myths, “Useful Idiots”. But in all honesty who with even a half-functioning brain in their head and a modicum of common sense really cares about these joint and avidly supportive of each other collectives of largely white western Caucasian morons?



I know that I actually don’t!

Uncaringly, I was just another sexual abuse statistic!
13:38 Mar 07 2017
Times Read: 157




By Stanley Collymore



I never wanted to be a parent having from the very earliest

time that I can remember being sexually abused by my

biological father who although he wasn’t married to

my mother, and never did marry her, nevertheless

still lived with us; and while I was much too

young in the earliest stages of his sexual

abuse of me to fully understand the

sickening nature of his depravity, the consequences of

what he was actually doing and how understandably

perverted and cruelly wrong it all was to me, and

especially so as I was undeniably his daughter.

I did, however, as I grew older and in sheer

desperation by then at long last confide

to my mum my personal misgivings

as I saw them then in relation to

my father’s entirely unnatural

and criminally disgusting

behaviour towards me.



However, instead of her intuitively empathizing with and

lovingly consoling me I instead quickly found myself

entirely dismayed and emotionally stunned by the

equanimity of my mother’s response as regards

what I was telling her as she quite puzzlingly

and chillingly reproached me for being an

insensitive and utterly selfish “big baby”

for callously casting unsubstantiated

aspersions on my dad’s unblemished character and who

in her unnerving words to me “was just expressing

in physical terms his deep-seated and abundant

love for me!” Making it explicitly clear that I

was plainly nowhere - given the invidious

circumstances I was now additionally

placed in - near to convincing my

own mother that what my dad

had time and again done to

me and was still an ongoing situation with

him wasn’t only physically hurting and

emotionally damaging to me but also

and even from my young and very

sexually untutored perspective

was particularly wicked and

totally wrong. Yet in spite

of that my mum on top

of my dad’s rampant

sexual abuse of me had knowingly,

deviously complicit, and all this

coupled with dad’s illicit and

debauched actions towards

me, aggravated this vile

obscenity precisely

through her rank

and abysmal

betrayal

of me!



© Stanley V. Collymore

4 March 2017.





Author’s Remarks:

I’m well aware that a purported official inquiry reluctantly set up by the British Tory regime and UK parliament both of them shamed into doing so by public pressure and opinion and relating to historic child sexual abuse allegations over a period of several decades across Britain is belatedly and shambolically underway. But in reporting this fact let me categorically and unambiguously make it absolutely clear that from a principled and personal perspective neither this inquiry nor its expected future findings, whatever they turn out to be, are of will be of the slightest interest to me; and with exceedingly good reasons.



The first of these being that the heinous allegations long and methodically ignored or else brazenly, callously and officially covered up in what’s undeniably class-structured, toadying and cap-doffing Britain by all the relevant authorities that were duty bound to probe them but adamantly, unethically, sycophantically to their perceived social betters and even criminally refused to do so because those making the allegations were disdainfully and dismissively regarded at best as Plebeians or worst more generally as the lower classes who didn’t matter in the least while those in the firing line of their concerted allegations were and still are among Britain’s most powerful and massively influential political, financial, governing, social, celebrity and privileged elites; the unchallengeable untouchables as it were!



The second reason: equally logical and laudable on my part, is my absolute distrust of those who’re involved with this purported inquiry, which essentially is nothing more than a rather premeditatedly devised and cynically conducted whitewash together with a calculated and deceitful sop to the orchestrated “sensitivities” of a seriously unthinking British public always eager to jump onto any populist-perceived bandwagon which might, however transiently so, ameliorate the deeply ingrained and totally insecure awareness of their manifest lack of self-worth.



A chaotic inquiry, to say the least, which was foot-draggingly at best and with implacable resistance and consummate hostility for the greater part and most of the time by those who were enforcedly through mounting public pressure obliged to set it up, actually deigned to arrogantly insult the acuity of the intelligent among the British public by nepotistically drafting in those from among its own privileged ranks and the said category of persons that were closely allied with those under suspicion for these ghastly crimes to literally “investigate” these people. Natural justice, neutrality and fair play aside a state of affairs that either didn’t dawn on or were knowingly and asininely ignored by those responsible for this totally obtuse state of affairs.



Yet all the same haughtily taking no cognizance of these facts until overwhelming public condemnation and mounting pressure grudgingly forced them to cosmetically tamper with their designated and instituted modus operandi which was and still is to permanently shield from public exposure, irrevocable ignominy and a humiliating prosecution the plethora of perverts, paedophiles and the other inured criminal, sexual deviants that form an integral of the establishers’ of this inquiry’s intimately close and treasured political, financial and social “privileged elite” circles.



My third and principal reason of the many others that readily come to mind and justly necessitate my taking the principled stance I have, is that all of these “victims” even at a cursory glance are irrefutably white. What’s wrong with that I hear you ask; can’t whites be victims as well? Of course they can is my blunt and honest answer but NOT exclusively so! For I know and every other principled person does that Blacks and other non-whites not only in Britain but for several centuries across its global empire have routinely been victims of English and British barbarities and among these massive catalogues of their crimes have been recurrent and barbaric sexual abuse. And to cite just two examples of these my own case and that of my fellow Afro-Caribbean kith and kin – a cute expression that you whites lovingly like to use as regards yourselves. Don’t get me wrong! I’ve never been personally raped or sexually abused by anyone whether white or Black, and had anyone tried to far less so succeeded in doing so at any stage of my life I don’t think they’d be alive to boast about it subsequently for knowing what had been done to me even supposedly so as a child I would have sought them out in my adulthood and killed them. I’m simply referring, in reference to the above, to the systematic implantation of the white male Y chromosome that was enforcedly injected into my DNA system and that of all other African Caribbean people, whether living at home in the West Indies or our wider global Diaspora, because of the unrelenting methodical rape of our Black female ancestors within those Caribbean islands; so much such that many of us have more white genes in us than several of you who hubristically and vaingloriously claim to be white.



My second example also includes Black people, and in this case rural Kenyan women in long-established tribal social communities, who were in more recent times routinely gang-raped and callously impregnated by British soldiers garrisoned there and compelled to bear their children because ethically abortion was out of the question for them. But rather than own up to these despicable rapes and rampant sexual abuse the MoD despite the vast amount of evidence to support these ladies claims sought to and successfully portrayed in the media, when these Black women complained of what had happened to them, that they were “prostitutes” who were out for pecuniary advantage by sullying the good name of these British soldiers.



Now that might satisfy the brain-dead in Britain who have an exaggerated and even a delusional; notion of who and what the British Armed Forces are, but I served in the RAF and know from firsthand just how barbaric some elements of our boys can be. But there are other Blacks too; and in this case the Aborigines of Australia whose children were forcibly taken from their parents and sent to concentration camps – for essentially that’s precisely what they were – to effectively have their blackness bred out of them; babies and toddlers among them. But will there be an inquiry about their treatment? Don’t hold your breath on that one. So my deliberate stance on saying “Fuck You” in relation to this British “inquiry” isn’t because of any insensitivity on my part towards the “genuine” victims involved but simply because I’m sick and fucking tired of the conceited assumption on the part of whites and especially British ones that only white Caucasians have sensitivities, unlike every other race, and when these are trodden upon regardless of when this is supposed to have happened these must humanely and understandably be dealt with in a manner that only whites are exclusively entitled to; never mind white Britain and Europe’s loathsome conduct globally for centuries, and which is still ongoing, as regards millions of other unfortunate victims – yes victims – in the Global South.



But the poem that I’m written: “Uncaringly, I was just another sexual abuse statistic!” is based on a real life story that I know of from personal experience and involved a young female who from her earliest childhood was sexually abused by her biological father and with the complicit assistance of her own mother. Incidentally all the participants were white.



Rachel and I first met in rather compromising circumstances for her. She was accidentally seen by me shoplifting in an Indian grocery store where I was and was a frequent shopper myself but before I could approach her and politely request that she refrained from what she was doing but with her apparently also having been seen by one of the store’s staff members Rachel was confronted, detained and the police about to be summoned. Knowing the store’s manager as I personally did this girl who was a complete stranger to me and only about 14 years old at the time and I could clearly see was thoroughly frightened by the consequences of her actions, I intervened on her behalf with the store’s manager and persuaded him not to call the police.



I then paid for the items that Rachel, whose name I’d acquired from her, had stolen as she had no money with her. Then with a firm but measured reprimand of her by the shop’s manager and with my business card to a local, voluntary outreach and extra-curricular educational project that I’d set up a while back and was in charge of running handed to her and additionally my invitation to her to attend some of its sessions if she cared to, Rachel left the Indian grocery store.



As I’d expectantly hoped for Rachel not only attended but also became actively involved in the project itself during which time and with my having gained her confidence, and respect I guess, she voluntarily and openly confided in me about her past; essentially her life history. Superbly in due course and as a direct consequence of her involvement with the project Rachel became an absolutely transformed individual, a process that saw her embrace life fully, what it had to offer her and appreciably how she could positively make the most of it, a situation that resulted in her becoming an impressively university-qualified person in the field of work that she freely and decidedly opted for. But significantly too the loving wife and adorable mother whom in the darkest hours and most traumatic growing up years she’d enforcedly and without familial help endured solemnly vowed that were she to survive to adulthood she’d never become. Now all of that was emphatically behind her.