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So I haven't really been on for like two weeks. Right now I'm in North Battleford, Saskatchewan. It is a shit hole, no joke. I hate small towns I miss Calgary.

I'm living with eight other people, two from Quebec (one of which is singing weird french songs in the room next to me at the moment). Two from Ontario, one from Nova Scotia, and two from BC. I'm the only one from Alberta. Its been okay, but everyone was freaking out the other day because it wasn't what they thought it would be and its boring as fuck in North Battleford, and we just want to go home. But we went to a haunted house and got ten huge chocolate bars and everything was okay again lol.

But yeah I won't be on very much because we're not supposed to use the computer much to ensure we spend more time together and participate that kinda thing. Its gonna suck my status is gonna go down but I'll build it back up when my nine months is up.

Just put up some new pictures of my art in my port check them out.

I leave tonight for Katimavik, it feels slightly surreal. It really has not hit me yet that I'm leaving my family and friends for nine months, and I don't even get to come home for Christmas. But I'm sure I'll have a great time, and meet tons of fabulous people.

Oh and I recently got my hair cut, its very asymmetric. I'm not quite sure if I like it yet, it is very different from my last one, But I did say I wanted something completely different and that I was up for anything. I swear the hair stylist had a tongue of chocolate he could talk you into anything.

Well that is all for today, I don't know how long it will be until I come on Vampire Rave again due to probably not having internet for the next week or more.

So it is finally hitting me that I am leaving all my friends and family for nine months, in 11 days. As well I've realized perhaps too late that I should just stop bitching about everything and realize all the great and amazing things in my life at the moment; and since I have realized this I have been so much happier and all the things that I used to hate and would procrastinate as much as possible so I wouldn't have to do them, I don't mind doing now. As well I stopped my stress smoking which has helped a lot, I realized that smoking just made me more depressed and didn't help in anyway mentally or physically.

I hate when either co-workers or employers ruin a job. I used to actually like my job, I take care of children it is not that bad...unfortunately the parents are crazy. They come up with all these random things I have to do and can't do. Like I always have to have something for them to do like crafts or colouring even though the craft supplies are Popsicle sticks and toilet paper; and they don't have anything other than pens and markers but the youngest child is banned from the markers. I'm not allowed to read, I have to clean up from everyone usually from their supper the night before and breakfast. Now one of the kids is going to school, and every day I have to go meet them for lunch I can't bring them back to the house for the hour, no I have to go for half an hour at the school which is not long enough for them to eat. And some days I would rather we didn't go just so that the youngest and I can go do stuff but no cause we only have an hour and a half before lunch and two hours after. Which is not enough time for us to go somewhere and get back in time to pick the kid up at school. And I got this big threat today that if I didn't go meet the kid everyday for lunch I'm fired, even though she said herself oh don't worry this won't be an everyday thing.

So I really want to quit but I only have a week left and if it is worth waiting that week or quiting and not deal with all their stupid requirements; and just do some temp work for the next week.