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Who's that girl staring at me in the mirror? Who's that girl staring at me from the woods? Who's that girl staring at my demise? Is that girl me? Is she really me? I don't recall knowing my conscious, but is that so bad? Maybe I want it to get lost and stay out. Maybe I don't wanna have doubts just like that girl staring at me. Maybe I don't want to be the disgrace that causes you pain.





Maybe I don't want to be that girl that hurts you, that girl that could break you, but even above that you keep promising to me that you'll never go away, but what if? There's always that 'what if' in the back of my mind or you go back to your ways again. It's not ironic that I'm most likely scared, maybe I'm afraid to love cause when I thought it was love last time, I thought I was just stupid and painted of a porcelain doll.







What will come of this? Will it be good? Or would it be bad? How can we know when all we ever known was not to expect. But then we're left with doubt. My mind clouded up in smoke. All dazed and confused.

I just wanna love without it being questioned. I wanna live with direction and I wanna stop the doubt and go with the flow but it doesn't really work out like it's supposed to. But what's it matter if it all falls apart? Who's gonna stop the ache and the broken? I keep my doubts on low and let everything happen just as it is and know it's all the same. I'm tired of playing the same ole' game and the same ole ways. Isn't it enough to ask? Why do I even have to ask?





Who wants to live the same ways all the time, sometimes I wanna break the rules and not give a damn. Who wants to know inside of a psycho's mind when you know all the quiet ones should be watched. You never know what will happen until unexpected comes. Just watch and learn and you will see.