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I don't really know whats wrong with me..
Past few days I been nothing but purely tired.. all i wanna do is sleep the day away, thats it.
I really dont wanna do things, i feel sepreate from my own friends and even my own boyfriend..

I just want to be along and cry all day. These stupid moods need to go away for real..

Still worries me that when i glaced at the full moon yesterday I got super dizzy and lightheaded.

So thats a thing?

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RavenSpeak
07:36 Jun 16 2017

You are being drained of your subtle life force. You need to sit in sunlight and lightly meditate. Breathe deeply and slowly while visualising golden sunlight entering your body and exhaling dark, unwanted negative energy out. You don't necessarily need to feed on others to recieve life force energy. The sun is our local source of it.

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As my studies continue on the vampire underworld, It was at a breif pause today. My boyfriend and i took his lovely grandmother to dinner and we all had a lovely time, we talked more we hung out at different places, hell after we dropped off his grandmother's at her house, we turned up the radio and drove around town and sang till our lungs gave out!

It was a beautiful moment... then we get home and boom, he's on his games, or on his phone.. granted I am as well but, only because he is on his stuff, and we just dont talk or hang out.

I grabbed me a snack and I yelled his name from
The kitchen loudly. (He doesnt have a headset or headphones so I KNOW he herd me.) I walked back to the bedroom and called his name again. Boom glued to the stupid phone. So i called and got frustrated THEN he notices.

He has this weird thing about how its the " Ultimate" trust not to go through phones. BS. I feel like i can pick up your phone and be able to call or text someone without him going "Why you need my phone?!" "what you doing?!"

I already caught him once sending risky text to this girl he use to be friends with.
He gets caught up in his chats and tumblr blogs that i just. Am not there. This is the biggest block in our relationship.

He wont let it go.. and I feel like i still have to work for his attention.

At this rate, we may not even make it.. even if we are soul mates..


So just bite me!

Today was not a good day from start to finish.
Dealing with the public makes me realize how much I am a people person, all I could do was think about this website to escape from a really bad day.

This world I'm diving into is far to fascinating. So my quest still continues as I learn about the unknown of the kind of "night walkers" in the safty of my home, with my freah pizza and a good movie. Hell, i'll even start writing again.

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Damon27
09:30 Jun 09 2017

Psst, I can tell ya this night\day walker loves pizza n Chinese food!

Hahaha, mmm :}

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I know i'm entering a world I know very little about, hince why i'm here for more of a study kind and gather information then just claiming I know things.
Also just looking for some like really cool friends online. (Yeah, i guess im one of those.)

I want to kearn more about vamperism and all the different kinds/takes on the subject as much as possible. My knowledge is bace on movies and books (sadly the biggest chunk is the Twilight books, i know, i shivered as well.) but i want to know more.
So yeah. Thats that, lets see where this path is gonna take me.

I'll be on here quite a bit studing, information is welcomed!

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Liliancat
09:18 Jun 08 2017

There are many pages and forum about anything you seek. Also many "talks" in the forums about anything you can imagine and many who particiipate and give their opinions

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CuriousLibra
14:44 Jun 08 2017

I have been taken a peek in the forums, just to poke around to get a feel of the site, but i will dive into it some more for better understanding.

Thank you again (:

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I really don't lnow why I'm even here to be frankly honest... I was watching a crime documentry on wanna be vampires and it just I guess perked my interest in finding out the truth on the fact, Are vampires real?
I dunno, I just need something new to do I guess.
Though I do love watching the classic Dracula on holloween, and the Lost Boys series. (The orginal Lost Boys is the best movie, hands down.)
So uh, yeah. I guess.

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Liliancat
08:44 Jun 08 2017

Welcome to the site

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CuriousLibra
08:50 Jun 08 2017

Well, thank you.(:

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