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I cant belive how long its been since that night. The night my entire life changed. 10 years know, ten. I havent age a day. And to think it would have been my bithday in 12 days. I start thinking to my self what it would have been like. What would my life would have been like. I didnt ask for this, i never wanted this. I always dreamed of a family of my own. The only family i have is me. I was left alone with no one to turn to. With no one there. I want to belive that there is a way back. Deep down inside i know there is no going back. This is my life. There is no warm sun, no flower, no life. There is only darkness, lonlyness. All i want know, is to be side by side with my kind. Where are they, why are they not here. And if they are, why not find me. I dont want to walk this world alone. Not like this. Where is there peace, where can it be found. Or is there any left to give. Happy Bithday right. 10 years, 10 birthdays, 10 everything alone.