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damn I really need to get a job.....couple months ago i paid up my rent for a few months ahead and decided to get lazy for a while....a vacation if you will....but now i'm at the point where I want a job...i'm damn bored....oh well nuff bitchin...redid my resume a few dyas ago..now to get the damn thing out into the world....

huess that means waking up in the morning...

shitty

there are soo many times I feel as though I were in the wrong time......never have I felt so at home as in a reenactment party or event....

I am quite happy without most technology....yes even puters....the wilderness is something I am completely at ease with.....while I have trouble dealing with most ppl most of the time....

where as most people choose a gun or alarm suystems to protect themselves....I made a point of learnig to use properly the swords, axes, and daggers within my collection....

I know how to feed myself in a forest....make my own tools and shelter....and just generally how to live a medieval life.....well I guess i'll just start refferring to myself as chronologically impaired

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nuff said on this demon box

hmmmm.....woke after almost no sleep today....normally this would put me in a foul mood...but for some reason it was just one of those ever rare types of days where nothing can get you down......things that normally get me all fired up just slid away like water off a duck....it's unfortunate you can't bottle these days up and sell them....i'm sure there would be one hell of a good market for it.......

hope it lasts...

here is one sick person.....holds her daughter down and pours bleach down the throat then sits on her chest till she asphyxiates....also forcing her son to watch while threatening his life..the reason...her 12 year old daughter apparently had sex....not a good thing I agree...but worthy of a torturous death?

I would get into the tortures i could think up for this bitch...but it would take me a week to write them all down...I am rather creative.....just to make it clear..i dislike children..no patience for them...but i will defend a child with the last drop of my blood....children are the future...they are the ones who have to try to improve the shit we leave behind.....there is no excuse that would save this womans life were I the judge.....not drugs, insanity, imbalance, or the damn devil told me to....

i'f pull the switch on her in a heartbeat...but only after lowering the voltage al lot.....slower kill you see.....

Jan 16

I am in lots of well earned pain...went to slipknot a few nights ago....the moshpit was amazing

it was a very good show... I have missed them the last two times they were in town so i was very happy to have gotten a ticket

fun fun...

this is a repeat of a rant in my portfolio....but I want people to know about this event....it almost makes me cry





January 10 2005

k now this one touches home to me as an artist....

two days ago I was reading the newspaper and found a clip...Stasbourg, France-The mother of an accused french art theif told a court yesterday how she used a hammer to destroy works of art and force them into trashbagsupon learning of her sons arrest.....

In my humble opinion this woman needs to be beaten with a fucking tire iron.....and not just a few good ones...I men starting at the toes...and working up the joints....i'd happily give this bitch the inquisition treatment....of which I have read detailed accounts....there is no worse crime in my mind than the destruction of beauty.....hurting people is bad I agree....but art is meant to outlast on person...it is beauty meant for the whole world....for one person to callously destroy it is horrendous beyond godamn belief....this is no different than hitlers burning of books.....or the catholics doing the same......these works can never be replaced.....ever.....they are things meant to inspire...and their inspiration is now in a broken heap....

this creature deserves nothing in life but a slow and painful end......nothing in this world causes me more rage than the callous destruction of someones creative essence.......justice can never be served here.....those works are gone......and I hope she gets far worse punishment than her son who stole them....

her name is Mireille Breitweiser..her son is Stephane

may their names live in infamy and may they burn in fucking hell

wtf...here I sit watching my roomates playing golf on the ps2.....could there be a more pointless waste of time.....I don't see the point to playing golf live...much less on a tv screen....

but hey at least I get to talk to alassiel....when her boss isn't wandering around anyways.....

hehe shit....can't believe i'm actually using a journal.....odd

hmmmm time to figure out who owes what on bills.....it mine all mine!!!!!!!!!hehe

sitting here yakking with my girl from oz....hi alassiel.....hehe

and watching bad movies....not bad as in perverse...just bad as in why the hell did we rent this crap.....hmmm

and admiring the new aditions to my collection of sharp objects......mmmm sharp things.....

i'm sure I was born in the wrong century....

well..a new year upon us and I sit injured...not from some wild party happening,

but from a small bit of ice

here I am a guy who has survived being stabbed, poisoned numerous times, electrocuted numerous times, been in two vehicle roll overs, and a few other accidents...

and falling down on some ice feels like it damn near did me in....go figure......but i get to talk to my girl....so i'm happy..just wish she was here...