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Very interesting day

00:34 Dec 28 2005
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Today has got to be the most awesome day ever. I've been around great people (my sister, her boyfriend and Mat) and I'm having loads of fun.

Lets put it this way: I havnt been to sleep in almost 36 hrs, i'm hyper as hell and dont see sleep in my future..heh.



Last night me and Mat downloaded music until about 3 am and just bullshitted until my sister's alarm when off at 6:45.



He is now currently sleeping though, he fell asleep to me giving him a massage lol. It was quite funny, I already woke him up once by tickling him, so I suppose i can let him rest for a while.



Well I will probably add more to this entry as the night continues. Until then...



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Some personal information about me.

17:24 Dec 04 2005
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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:Melissa
Birthday:February 24th
Birthplace:Garden City, Michigan
Current Location:Mesick, Michigan
Eye Color:Hazel
Hair Color:Brown
Height:Around 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed:Right handed
Your Heritage:A mixture of many, the largest being german.
The Shoes You Wore Today:Black Boots
Your Weakness:I see my emotions as being a weakness at times.
Your Fears:Losing control.
Your Perfect Pizza:Cheese and pepperoni..can't go wrong.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Peace.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:.....alrighty then....
Thoughts First Waking Up:What time is it....?
Your Best Physical Feature:Probably my eyes or my hair
Your Bedtime:If sleep is possible...sometime after midnight.
Your Most Missed Memory:My childhood.
Pepsi or Coke:Coke
McDonalds or Burger King:Neither...
Single or Group Dates:Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:Lipton
Chocolate or Vanilla:I can't choose..I love them both.
Cappuccino or Coffee:BOTH!
Do you Smoke:Yes
Do you Swear:Yes
Do you Sing:Yeppers!
Do you Shower Daily:I have to. IN that area i am a major clean freak.
Have you Been in Love:Nope.
Do you want to go to College:Yes.
Do you want to get Married:....maybe.
Do you belive in yourself:Yes.
Do you get Motion Sickness:Not at all.
Do you think you are Attractive:Eh ...
Are you a Health Freak:A little maybe.
Do you get along with your Parents:My mother, she is the greatest!
Do you like Thunderstorms:I dont like them...I LOVE them.
Do you play an Instrument:Nope.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:Maybe...not sure of the date =^_^=
In the past month have you Smoked:Yes
In the past month have you been on Drugs:Not anything major.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:Don't know that i'd classify it as a date...
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:Yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:Nope.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:Nope..never have.
In the past month have you been on Stage:Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped:Nope. I did it myself...
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:In this weather? People are crazy...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:No.
Ever been Drunk:Yes.
Ever been called a Tease:Lol many a time...
Ever been Beaten up:I'd say a mutual beating.
Ever Shoplifted:No.
How do you want to Die:Quickly.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:Criminal psychologist
What country would you most like to Visit:Ireland or Scotland.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:Any and all
Favourite Hair Color:Any and all
Short or Long Hair:Doesn't really matter.
Height:Taller then me lol
Weight:Doesn't matter.
Best Clothing Style:Whatever is comfy :)
Number of Drugs I have taken:1 major I suppose. *sighs*
Number of CDs I own:I own alot..
Number of Piercings:3
Number of Tattoos:None yet.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:I regret many things.

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Back and Forth...

13:35 Dec 02 2005
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My how my days fluctuate. I'm losing my "peaceful outlook" bit by bit. I've been telling myself all morning that stressing myself out, getting angry at other people's stupidity, isnt worth a minute of my time. I'm holding on by a thread...anything else going wrong could seriously ruin my day.



I despise knowing that I barely have control over my own emotions anymore, that they are running amok. The littlest thing can set me off it seems..little, but significant things. My anger does have reason, I don't get mad for stupid reasons, or over things that have no bearing, but its not like me to feel anger...I rarely get angry in fact. I'm sick of the provocacation..people need to realize this...



Pity sucks, but I really hate self-pity. I refuse to wallow in it. I'm not going to ask "what have I done" or "why is this happening to me" I'm through with that, too many people use it as an attention getter and I don't want that kind of attention. I do think I deserve to have answers to these questions, but I'm not going to bend over backwards to try to find them in myself...for they aren't there. I've done nothing...



I give thanks to all the great friends I have made on VR (You know who you are!) You are all a big part in keeping my sanity and I appreciate it immensely. My conversations with most of you keeps my moods relativly normal, and most of the time improves them greatly, something that is difficult for me to do on my own.



I just need to relax. I need to stop thinking about whats bothering me 24/7. I'm glad I have my puppy, hes been good for keeping my mind off of shit for a few minutes..


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