It feels wonderful to be able to laugh about what would have caused me pain just a few months ago.
It was pretty bad when you hurt me in January; I hadn't done anything wrong. It hurt terribly when you betrayed my trust, after I bought you a PHONE and my family basically handed you a job on a silver platter. But when you went and stole money from my family AND our daughter, then refused to tell me where you were going on the 12th, I can safely say that didn't hurt at all.
That is why I am no longer with you. I don't feel bad that you have a new skank to wait on you hand and foot and kiss your ass. I am going to enjoy my adult life, with MY daughter, MY friends, and I don't have to pay or give YOU shit. For once, I don't need to save my money to pay for your cigarettes. I don't have to ask you to go to the movies with my friends without you getting suspicious. And I've been able to sleep and lose weight, because I don't have you here making me feel like crap about myself!!
Finally, I don't go places smelling like your armpits. I don't have to brush your dander off my sweaters or run my fingers through your greasy nasty hair. You are so evil and vial that you can't even contain it!! It's constantly leaking through your pores. It's rotten your teeth and those disgusting grey tongue and gums of yours. That horrible cough, every time you'd spit on my driveway was disgusting...
You can say what you want about me; About how I brush and wash my hair too much and how it's falling out, about how I can't stop touching my face or tugging on my clothes or bitting my nails. Or even be rude enough to mention my weight. But all of that was caused by stress: by you!!!
All I know is I'm better off without you. I don't care that you don't love me. All I know is, I don't want to be friends. If you ever want to see Keira, don't even call me. Write a letter, send it to my grandparent's house. Keep whatever filth you wind up with away from her. But you will never see me again, for as long as you live. Don't ever send me another text, saying:
"Mia I want to talk to you and I dont want to fight. I have no one else to turn to. Please talk to me."
I am not interested.
I will NOT meet you at Starbucks tomorrow. It's not like you'd wait for me anyway lol. I KNOW that you lied to me about EVERYTHING. You must think I'm an idiot lol.. It's the same way I knew you were going to Georgia to see Kim, same way I knew you took my phone to cheat on me with Kristy. I hope you get EXACTLY what's coming to you.
If you can excuse me, I will be busy doing something with my life. It's called "living".
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