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Ok, now that I have comfortably established myself in this community, I shall get a little more personal.



Lets see....I live in Texas and Im gayer than a pride float. That carries RuPaul. I have a facebook page, but I keep it very clean and professional. I have my family and my boss on there, so I'm Mary Fucking Poppins. And it does get annoying. When my friend told me of this site, I had to check it out. Its not like anyone I know is here, so I can be myself.



Ok, to be honest, my FB is myself too. But everyone has that dark side. I actually enjoy my dark side, when I'm allowed to. Yes, I came out to my family a while ago. It didnt go over so well and we stopped talking for about 4 years. Then I really missed them so I told them I was dating a guy and everything changed overnight. It made me sick. But I had my family again. And I swore to myself that I will not let them in on that aspect of my life ever again.



Because of me going back into the closet, I havent really been in a serious relationship in the past 2 years. All this time, its been pretty cool. I am not really good at relationships anyway. But of course, lately, I have been wanting someone to actually talk to. I have been keeping all my feelings and thoughts all locked up, because frankly no one really cares what I think. All they care about is if what I think matches what they think. And more often than not, people are just waiting for me to shut up so they can talk.



I spend my time working and going to school. With all this time to myself, I am actually maintaining a pretty stellar grade point average.



There arent many lesbians here anyway. Well, there is this one that I work with. She is pretty cool. And she hugged me the other day. I got all stupid from it. But relationships at work are the devil.



I think I have rambled on enough for now. Tune in next week to read about my glory days as a drag king and a player!

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Tzaddi
04:47 Jun 26 2012

Hi! Welcome. First off, I am really sorry your family is a bunch of Archie Bunkers. It saddens me that some people are still so closed minded. One of my kids is gay, and it makes no difference to me. You love who you love, and no one should judge anyone. I'm big on equality. You might notice that from my profile. Here on the Rave you will find lots of people who you can relate to. There is a wide variety of people here. Be yourself. Have fun.



I am the Assistant Coven Master of the Coven of Complicit Dualities. I am interested in inducting you when you reach level 20. Check it out and see what you think. :)

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I had an insane day. Ok, actually it wasn't THAT insane. Ok, it was dull as fuck. BUT my dream was awesome! It was some hostile military takeover and the dread feeling was pretty snazzy. And by snazzy I mean dreadful. Because it was dread. Then I went to work. Then I came home. Then I did my homework. Now I'm here because I can be. The end.