This week my estranged wife will be coming home, hopefully to stay. I have never traveled this path before and no not what to expect. But I am hopeful for the best. She has been gone almost five months, and this Thursday will returning. Most everyone says I should not permit her return, that it will only happen again. I hope so very much that they are wrong. But, it is not just for me that I have agreed to allow it. I also must think of our son, he still misses her a great deal. I have to admit that I am deeply afraid of what is to come, and completely thrilled at the same time. I do so hope WE can get it right this time.
Once again life has bared it's ugly little teeth in my direction. The woman I used to call my wife has moved out of state with another, but, she hasn't decided what she's gonna do yet. Personally I'm so fed up with all these fucking games I could just puke. Saturday she left here after saying bye, while our 4 year old was standing in the hallway balling his adorable little face off. I don't think I've ever wanted to punch someone so bad in all my life, and trust me, that is a HUGE statement. She also left behind her 19 year old son, and the remainder of her extended family, and a plethora of friends. I'm so disgusted with all of this.
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