Why does it always happen? It may not hit the day of but always sometimes shortly afterwards...
Feeling alone and no one caring....that is the story of my life...everyone says...oh don't worry it will happen someday..but the ones who say it have someone.
Maybe I am feeling my age or just that I am getting older and still alone and no one to share moments with...don't get me wrong I have some wonderful moments with my kids but it isn't the same as having someone to share it with...a special someone.
Could be I am just feeling self-pity and will one day snap out of it and get back to my normal self..could be because of work and all the overtime I have been putting in and feeling weary from it. Who knows and who really cares anyways?
Damn..you just can't trust anyone anymore...I had told a friend something in confidence only to find out they decided to share the convo I had with them with others....very upsetting...especially when I have held a secret for this person and expected them to do the same...I guess that goes to show you can't trust anyone anymore.
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xONYXCRUISERx
18:37 Dec 12 2008
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