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Don't wake me up................

yes you are allowed to have other friends,

you just have to love me more....



:P

A lot of you have asked me about my music so I finally stopped being lazy and uploaded my cd on SoundCloud..

enjoy...

or not whatever lol



http://soundcloud.com/mc_por/sets/hindsight2020/

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darklass
00:50 Oct 13 2012

Wow.. listenin to it right now for the second time.. heheh.. love it..

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“Whenever you think, ‘I’m a waste of space and I’m a burden’, that also describes the Grand Canyon. ‘Oh, but I owe people a lot of money and everybody hates me’ - hello, Europe! ‘Oh, but I killed someone!’ So have firecrackers and onion rings, who gives a shit? ‘Oh, but I’ve done some other horrible, unforgivable thing’ - there’s six billion of us, Google it. Somebody has done exactly what you’ve done, and they’re currently on a book tour. You’re never alone.”





— Maria Bamford

So I finally got around to making a new protection stamp..was really lazy made one..lol but im happy with it...



ok so a lot of people give their shit to everyone and their mama..it is originally meant for those who are seriously protected through a bond of love and or friendship..



so, if we are FRIENDS and you want to brag how I will kill for you ^_^ let me know!

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spookshow
21:16 Oct 11 2012

Letting you know :p

*licks your cheek*

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That is the question, but I forget you don't expect an easy answer.....

So I have been on here a looooong time, and I honestly have met some wonderful people that I would not have ever even known existed without vr and they will hold a special place in my heart forever, minus the thousands of miles in between us. That being said, those people know who they are....how do they know who they are? Because I TELL THEM..It is important to me that everyone I care about knows that I care about them.



I have had a lot of people in my life deal with depression, anxiety, suicide and especially lonliness. No one should have to have to feel this way ever..



When someone you feel close to and/or care about decides they don't care about you anymore or never really cared about you in the first place (whether a lover or a friend) it can really crush you. Even when you care about a person and you think they don't care about you the same way it can hurt like hell.



So the point in this journal entry:



#1. to tell you all that if i have ever talked to you at some point or another that means there is something special in you I saw that drew me to you. If I ever stopped talking to you, for the most part it was not intentional, ((sometimes it is because some people turn out to be creeps)) but usually it is because I don't see you online...so if you still want to be pals just send me a message or blast and say "HEY JACKIE! DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME!"



#2. For those of you I talk to on a regular basis, I should hope you know by now that I cherish you to the fullest..Really I do! Especially the ones I have known for years and have my number and I cam with and/or are on my adored wall.. I FRIGGEN LOVE YOU!!



#3. For everyone reading this do me and your friends a favor, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE drop everything you are doing and text, call, email, message them how awesome they are and how you love them!!

DO IT NOW!!



you never know when either one of you will be gone, tomorrow is definitely NOT promised to anyone..



#4. Do not make empty promises! .When you tell someone that you are their friend you are making a commitment. A commitment to be there when they need you, a commitment to care when they are feeling down, a commitment to always be around.....Yes life can get crazy and we all have our own problems, but that does not mean that the people we made commitments to should suffer because we want to be self centered..not to mention they are there for you just the same, so let them in and maybe they can help..



Speaking from personal experiences people tend to smile and say oh my friend such and such and then turn around and treat them like shit..That is NOT a friend..



Also just because this is the internet that does not make the person you are typing to any less real..They are still a real person behind that screen..They still have a beating heart, a brain firing up with electrical impulses, and they still definitely have eyes that cry tears like you and me...

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DarkMuse
21:36 Oct 03 2012

This is a great blog entry, and so true as well.

I really don't have any close friends, but I know

the importance of having them. Yes, just because

we are online doesn't mean we don't feel

and hurt etc...of course we have to worry about

the fakes, but they will show their true colors

soon enough.

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Dexter
22:00 Oct 03 2012

I agree with you so much. I only speak with a very select few on here, and they know who they are because we speak every single day. And I love them all, they are always there for me and I for them.



You made me smile though, your point of view is wonderful. :) Glad to be your friend. You rock.

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ok so to start with, I am on 214 friends list but I only talk to like 10-15 people on a regular basis...

YOU DO THE MATH



I know that how many friends you have counts towards your status but really what is the point of having people on your friends list that you don't even talk to?

I don't even think I have 214 friends in real life and I am pretty sure I am not that much more glamorous on the net.....



So please if you add me as a friend TELL ME! and for globs sake TALK TO ME IF YOU ADD ME! lol

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spookshow
17:48 Oct 02 2012

Really must talk to you more

just for the fact you used the word globs

that makes you awesome in my eyes :p

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DarkMuse
21:37 Oct 03 2012

I agree, I am on like 26 friends lists and most

of them I have no idea who they are. It would

be nice if people would let us know.

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Nicnic
11:21 Oct 04 2012

I'm 200 of those 214 friends. I think I caused a glitch in the Matrix.



Also, you're awesome.

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