Some people turn sad awfully young. No special reason..but they seem almost to be born that way. They bruise easier, tire faster, cry quicker, remember longer n, as I say, get sadder younger than anyone else in the world. I know, for I’m one of them.
"Imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen, atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell, and kill me again or take me as I am, for I shall not change." - Marquis de Sade
"So you want me to tell you the story of my life. How can I put you at ease? Shall we begin like David Copperfield? I am born...I grew up. Or shall we begin when I was born to darkness, as I call it....."
I was about 6 or 7 when I first decided I did not like this "god" fellow everyone concerned themselves with. I remember that moment with complete clarity and the freshness of my anger as if it was yesterday. From then on I learned about him while learning to hate him further. Not a priest, nun or preacher could instruct me otherwise. Widely becoming known as the problem child I suppose that was where my love for the morbid and the grotesque first came about. More so as a rebellion to the one who finds such things sinful immoral and wicked. As I matured I came to find a solace in the things that most people cast aside as odd or unnatural. They gave me a peace I never had with the people who misconstrued their misplaced judgment as their personal morality.
I am probably older then you are now, though for some that may be a downside, I assure you that you are probably not the type of person I would associate myself with in the first place. For the most part I have come to terms with the fact that I am a germaphobic social misfit. I almost always prefer the company of myself vs the company of others. However I try my best to learn to be a productive member of society.
I wake up in the morning (ish), brush my teeth, comb my hair, take my pills and start my long boring mentally frustrating job to pay my bills and buy myself things that make me feel pretty. Things like heels, hair bows, jewelery, dresses and make up. Does that make me superficial? Maybe. I never understood how the natural thought of people nowadays is to think that people who are concerned with the way they look are not concerned with the way they look and feel on the inside as well as the knowledge their brain contains. While I am sure researching fashion trends and internet shopping for shoes does take up some of the time that could be put to better use, I still am an avid learner. I read on a regular daily basis and even research things that have to do with Science, Biology and Technology just for fun. Granted I am no Stephen Hawking or Neil DeGrasse Tyson but I like to think I am an educated and intellectual woman. I am a writer, a poet and a philosopher.
I am quite a nerd and a Video Game addict. But other then music my main love is the stars which brings my obsession with Science Fiction to the forefront. I am a huge fan of things like Doctor Who, Star Trek, Star Wars, X-Files, Stargate etc. I am also a fan of Super Heroes & comic books & cartoons like Adventure Time, Regular Show, My little Pony and Spongebob as you will notice if you follow me on Tumblr. So like I said, don't let the age fool you ;) I am also a fan of comic conventions and cosplay so yepp I dress up all the time and love roleplay..So if i message you back with something weird its not cuz I'm creepy I am just a nerd lol..((well who am I kidding I am a little creepy but in a good way not a stalkerish way)) I am a budding make up artist and I do a lot of cosplay photoshoots that I will update my profile or portfolio with from time to time..but the best way to see all my pics is https://www.facebook.com/GlitterQueen80
At this point you are probably like 'This wench does not belong on this Vampire site! Be gone mortal!' I can assure you my heart is as black as yours. Blood, pain, violence, death and monsters excite me, much more so then is sanely acceptable. I write and read poetry and prefer Romantic and Victorian period authors. I enjoy horror fiction novels and movies while in the process of writing and filming some myself. "You can never have too much blood!" I always say.
I am a musician...here's a link to some of my music..
If you REALLY want to know me, all of me and what I feel and think about in a raw form on a daily basis? Then follow me on Tumblr, I hold nothing back there http://glitterqueen80.tumblr.com
One day you will probably see me on the news for thrashing about some poor young chap and oh now I've done it I am on a government watch list..............
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