DiabolicMessiah's Vampire Journal

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A Letter to Meth
00:58 Jul 16 2008
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You were a mystery to me.

Alegend amongst my friends.

you were a secret, to which

I had to know the answer.

You were elusive for a while

but you were just baiting me

waiting for the right moment to strike

and then you hit

andc you hit me hard

You became my best friend

You enhanced my personality

you gave me energy

you made me feel like I was a god.

I felt like a god even as I was kicked out of my home

even as I lived in a truck

even as I lost my jobs

lost my friends

lost my daughter

You used me

you stole from me

you turned me into someone I hate

you, my best friend

tried to kill me

Once, I loved you

now, I hate you

I almost died for you

now, I want to kill you

you blinded me to the things I want most in life

Love, Joy, Purpose

Now that your gone

I have a purpose

I have love now

I know what it is to feel Joy again

These are the things that I choose to let

occupy my life

I now have all the things you could not give me

you now have no place here

My life no longer requires your presence

You are no longer worthy of my attention.

~ D. Messiah ~

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