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This is what hurts me.

The fears of what I can not see.

The tears everyone else can when I do not cry.

Told that I am pretty.

Yet..no one stays to love me.

Said that I am not alone.

But..I sit here in such where I don't exsist.

Thus I do have friends...

Sadly...they are never in my reach.

Being Told that I am loved and they are true.

Then leave me at the end,with cold hearts blue.

What hurts me..

Is that..I will never understand.

You..will never feel my pain and suffering.

The damaged that has been done.

Faith told in twisted small lies to get me threw.

Fears me to think..maybe..I AM truly cursed.

And..that.. there is only one way out.

To move on,to actually live..to love...to be loved.

Hurts me.....

to be rejected..and hated...for no reason.

Hurts me more..When I have to hate back the hater.

My future..IS what hurts me.

My past is gone.

As I look into the glass on the wall.

Am I ugly?

Am I the monster?

Can I just not see it?

Can everyone else?

Hurts...it hurts....

To move on..when I can't.

Hurts.

Hurts...so much.

Like a storm,

my heart has been struck down by

its own light.

Clouds form to shield the face

of the sun.

The sadness rain within my

stormy eyes.

I am my own storm.

I am alone...as i chase off

everyone who sees me.

I touched the ground like a

tornado..wanting to just feel

the earths life.

I have no one but Gaia.

Earthbound for what reason but,

to live,destroy and die.

*tears fall to the earth that's dry*.

Yes,

I bring life,but death fallows me.

I can move the mountains..and

swallow the sea.

I am powerful,but my heart is sad,

and the storms that i cause is just that

I'm mad.

Everyone says I have beauty and grace,

even a lustful perfect smile on my

face.

But,if it's true..as they say I'm not alone.

Then,why is it,that my skies are grey,

and gloomy at my stormy home?

Pulsing,Beating..red and thick.

long fanged..long and slick.

I am the hunter waiting for the heat.

hearing you with every beat.

Between the flesh my knees shiver.

Wet in a rush,like the flow to a river.

hot and cold...I can see your stare.

My heat for you,rose in a flare.

Closer My instincts drive me mad!

Will you be the best I ever had?

Blood,sweat,heating desire...

you burn me like a lick of the fire.

I'll bite,I'll claw..I'll take it raw.

Watching me,you take it all.

I plead with my scent..drawing males near.

I'll never stop the pleasure of your fear.

Always in your dreams,wet and hot.

In reality..I am not.

Chase me down..i'll kill you with fire.

Between my legs,with burning desire.