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From the moment I knew you existed, you were wanted. You were not just a hope or a dream, you were my greatest joy, my deepest love, and everything I ever wished for. There was nothing I wanted more in this world than to be your mother.
I loved you before I ever held you. And when I did, it was as if my heart had found its missing piece. You were perfect, just as you were, and I would have given anything to hold you forever.
No matter what life took from us, it could never take away how much I love you. You may not remember me, but my love for you is woven into the fabric of who you are. It lives in the spaces between moments, in the quiet warmth of a feeling you can’t quite name.
You are strong, you are cherished, and you are endlessly loved. If you ever read this, I hope you know, being your mother was the greatest gift life ever gave me. No matter where you are, no matter what happens, that will never change.
Life took a path neither of us chose, and I was not the one who got to raise you. But please know this, You were never abandoned. You were never unwanted. You were always loved, and you always will be. My love for you did not end when we were separated, it lives on in every heartbeat, in every quiet wish I send into the world for you.
If you ever wonder where you come from, know this, You come from love. You come from a mother who wanted you with all her heart. Nothing in this world could ever change that.
I want to let go, I do.
But you are still the echo in my thoughts,
the name my heart murmurs in quiet moments,
the love that lingers even when I know it shouldn’t.
I write you into every line,
because keeping you in poetry
feels safer than keeping you in my hands.
But still, you ache inside me,
a love with no place to go.
I know we won’t find our way back.
I know you didn’t love me the way I needed.
And yet, hope is stubborn,
a whisper in the dark corners of my soul,
telling me maybe, maybe.
Even as I tell myself no.
Letting go is not an action,
not a door I can close and walk away from.
It is a slow unraveling,
a quiet surrender,
a love I must learn to hold without holding on.
And maybe one day,
I will wake up and find
that I am no longer waiting
for a love that was never mine.
Having the ability to just know things is not new to me.
But knowing, when people are going to die is.
I didnt realise this and i had the opportunity to say something
but i didnt trust my intuition, as always..
And when it is with random ppl its even more complicated
even if i had acted on it, what should i have done?
I heard his voice and him talking with the others.
I knew it was his time about and because of this i
felt bad and scrolled further.
Only to find he had passed the next day..
my body knew this, i knew this.
i just didnt trust it.
Do you think you were meant to do something? If so, what?
You did the right thing by not saying anything. What was there to say?
I've been around people who were terminally ill and witnessed their conversations & interactions with the Others you mention. Maybe you were there to bare witness.
It can get darker, much darker. A few years ago I witnessed, over the span of a few weeks, what I can only describe as a selection process. There were 2 Others and they were taking turns pointing at individuals and saying "That one's mine."
I have occaisionally wondered exactly what they meant by saying those words, "That ones mine."
Thank you.. I needed to hear that. perhaps youre right, perhaps i was only there to bare witness.
and again, what could i have done..
& well if youre talking about almost/nearly/or newly deceased, what you witnessed, could sound like either soul or body snatchers.. perhaps, life snatchers..
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Cadrewolf2
20:22 Feb 28 2025
Wow