Your Status: Vampling (Level 15)
You have completed 32% of this level.
Pages Viewed Score: 15 x .30 = 4.5
Time Spent Score: 16 x .50 = 8
Ratings Score: 13 x .10 = 1.3
Posts Score: 15 x .10 = 1.5
Score: 15.3
Referral Points: 5
Referral Modifier: 1.001
Mark Bonus: 0%
Mark Modifier: 1
Total Score: 15.32
Ratings Score: 13 ( 2325 of 10388 or 22.38% )
I am not writing this here for anyone but myself right now. I just feel so despretly lost right now. Oh never mind. What's the point?
Why do I crave to be part of the normal world
The world that as always turned it’s back to me
I have always be alone with my thoughts
But I still try to hard to be part of this world
And every time I end up the one that is hurt.
But like the fool I always go back.
Why can’t I just be happy without them
Without the world that shuns me
In every life I have always been the outcast
The unwanted
Why should it be any different in life
Yet some thing in me keeps dragging me out into that world
I just don’t understand why I keep doing this to myself.
I know that in time things will always end up the same
With me alone
Crying
Screaming at myself for being so stupid
I will never fit in
Why do I still try so hard
I hate that life
I don’t want to be like them
Mindless puppets
Slaves to their shallow desires
Yet still I throw myself into the mess of it all
Why
Why I ask myself every fucking day
And I still have no answer
Last night I walked 12 blocks to the emergency room because my damn iguana bit me again. Ended up getting stitches in my thumb. Then walked home. It still hurts a bit.
Your Status: Bloodsucker (Level 14)
You have completed 20% of this level.
Pages Viewed Score: 14 x .30 = 4.2
Time Spent Score: 15 x .50 = 7.5
Ratings Score: 11 x .10 = 1.1
Posts Score: 14 x .10 = 1.4
Score: 14.2
Referral Points: 2
Referral Modifier: 1
Mark Bonus: 0%
Mark Modifier: 1
Total Score: 14.2
Ratings Score: 11 ( 1887 of 10128 or 18.63% )
Today I had to take two of my cats to the shelter. I'm going to miss them so much but it's for the best.
I’m so sick of my life right now. I’m fucking starving and I really need a fuckin smoke! Some one please shoot me!
Your Status: Wraith (Level 13)
You have completed 10% of this level.
Pages Viewed Score: 13 x .30 = 3.9
Time Spent Score: 14 x .50 = 7
Ratings Score: 9 x .10 = 0.9
Posts Score: 13 x .10 = 1.3
Score: 13.1
Referral Points: 0
Referral Modifier: 1
Mark Bonus: 0%
Mark Modifier: 1
Total Score: 13.1
Ratings Score: 9 ( 1573 of 9845 or 15.98% )
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