As i sit here reading a random Confessional website (Google Group Hug) It never fails to make me think about the people i'm surrounded by. Your not fucked up, you just haven’t reached your potential.
For those that choose to demean themself's and admit to wanting to be better looking, skinnier, have great haircuts and all that shit, keep in mind - The ugliest people usually have the prettiest faces.
There's nothing satisfying about being a first choice slut (not that i actually know from experience) You need to quit lusting after people who dont notice you and wait out for the person who actually looks your way. True - that person might not ever come, but you can build your life on two things. 1) Honesty - Being true to the facts of how things are and are going to be. Or you can build your life on Hope - End up being a hollow shell with bitter skin, unable to look at couple's without an insane amount of jealousy.
You are the leader of your own path. Pay no attention to date's and numbers - You become an adult when you choose you. No path is ever clear, there's always stones in the road and there's always some jackass that whizzes past in his brand new, top of the range car, covering you with dirt. Just step back and let em drive like twat's, they'll probably crash the fucker and be without friendly insurance.
When you change your perception to suit yourself, eventually the voices of the people that disagree with you fade out. Whats left will be open air, waiting for commands. You'll be much more open to do what you wanna do, whether that be sit on the internet all day, or just go out.
Stop caging yourself.
You might a little light at the end of the tunnel.
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deathnitegrl
16:55 Sep 07 2008
Very true.