I love you, I love you, I love you!!!! Joey you're the best thing to happen to me since forever!!
I want to keep you for ever and ever and never let you go. I just hope you feel the same way.
I love you!!!
I'm finding more reasons to love every day, I'm so glad to have Thomas and Joey helping me and loving me for who I am. Now all I wish is that they will not be take away like so many before them.
Why do I bother? Am I really that stupid, to think someone would love me enough that nothing would stop them trying to see me? Obviously I am that stupid. I don't want kinky one- or two-night stands, I want someone who actually cares; cares how I feel, what I think. Seems no-one cares what I want. And I don't really blame them. I mean, why should they care? So I'll continue being stupid, trusting my heart to total strangers, hey, maybe I'll get lucky.
COMMENTS
sweetie your not stupid , you just want what everyone wants , to be loved but believe me when I say you,ll not find it here.these people just want one night stands and they can't comment to anyone very long try looking closer to home. good luck.
thats not true
love is a fairy tell!
Well its 3 in the morning again and I've had maybe 2 hours sleep in the past 36. I've also near on stopped eating, but I feel fine. Apart from the slight emotional hollowness I'm great. At least nothing hurts anymore. Just a lovely fuzzy numb feeling and a smallish headache.
Its three forty in the morning and I feel nothing, I was supposed to be getting drunk tonight, it didn't happen. I guess I should be in bed but I really can't be bothered. I've been up like this every night for the last two weeks; I think I've become partially nocturnal, or maybe an insomniac. Although I do sleep for half the daylight hours, so I guess its not insomnia.
Huh, I guess its bedtime, night all.
COMMENTS
no it,s called depression, maybe a mild form of it but its depression the same.
great so i'm depressed, huh considering the circumstances yeah, i guess i am depressed
Will somebody please help me take my mind off not being loved? I need a distraction, anything, just please take away the pain.
I'm so tired of finding out the people I love have problems with staying with me, not because they don't want to, but because they're tied to someone else and love that someone more than they want me.
Somebody help me get away from this!
Why do I always get stuck with people's problems turning into my own? I'm not complaining about helping other people with their problems, I really don't mind that.
What I'm complaining about is that there's always a problem with the people I meet, that makes me give up something or miss out on something. Usually the exact something I need.
And they wonder why I don't like getting close to them.
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WolfenVampire
07:14 Mar 03 2009
I'm happy for you, Firedrake. I hope that you two will be happy together. ^_^