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We are all responsible for our own happiness.Every day we create and manipulate our enviroments.NO one "deserves" or has a "right to anything in this world unless we make it ourselves.If you are depending on someone else to provide a way to make you happy? And expecting someone else to give it all to you,You will be waiting a long time..perhaps a lifetime.

Yeah figured I'd get a response like that but what I meant was nobody even notices when I'm unhappy so it must mean that nobody cares and if nobody cares then wtf is the point of anything? And yes I realize sometimes people have their own crap to worry about but it would be nice, just once, to be asked 'how was your day?' or 'are you ok?' and actually feel like they want to hear what I have to say, but no, it never happens. Even when there is something terribly wrong they still never notice.

Well I was in my 20's when I had my children and I still was not ready for everything , I love my children and Wouldn't take a thing for them but being a parent Is the hardest job you can ever have but its also the most rewarding .its kinda like just jump in and go for it ,there are no manuals to go by . so No I don't think I would have put it off any longer.