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DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN

03:59 Dec 23 2005
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In a Past Life...


You Were: A Gorgeous Executor of Sacrifices.





Where You Lived: Burma.





How You Died: Killed in Battle.









Tammy's breaks went out on her car, so now Howard and Dee are taking me to the train station.

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Doctor Results are USELESS

21:12 Dec 21 2005
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Went to the doctors today to know what i already did. Might not get ant-depresants, which is ok with me, because I'm not really depressed lately. But I am being told to go to a phycologist for my Bi-Polar crap to be detected. And my A.D.D. So I'm all over the place with my Anemia and crap.



Jason left me an offlilne to say he's gonna be up around 4 or 5pm today. I hope so. it would be cool to see him before I take off. And Tammy's gonna take me to her place and bring me to the train station the next day. Might be able to go to the mall and maybe Tom's Donut's.









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PM

20:03 Dec 20 2005
Times Read: 857


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Mall & Diner

19:34 Dec 17 2005
Times Read: 866


Jason picked me up for the evening last night. It was so good to get out of this house! It had its ups and its downs though. A few at the mall stressed the shit out of Jason; mainly Nikki, because she should have had a ride planned to meet her at the mall to take her to Tom's to see Damon when she had to be there the 2.5 hours before she got there. Jason showed me some stuff and gave me my pamphlet for the Brethren. Glad to see his little brother was alright from wrecking before hand. We get to the mall and I get swamped with people hugging me. Nikki runs up and grabs me up - spilling my can of soda all over in the prosses, nearly knocking me down. Jesse was to be the first to get my hug when i got there, so it hurt his feelings, but i couldn't stop her. SHE"S A TRAIN GOING 990 mph! I gave my stinkified girl *+*SHAWNNA*+* a hug and then everyone else. Pretty much all the girls and a few of the guys. (Still not used to being friends with so many girls.) Lasley asked me to slit a girls throat, but i'm NOT like that, so i respectfully declined. Poor guy was a wreck at Tom's though. I tried to make him smile and let him know I was hoping he'd have a better night. Nikki was irritating Jason becasue she didn't have a ride and she was buggin' about it. She should have walked to Tom's earlier. Once again, we were all over the mall and I got introduced to two new people - correction, three. I met a girl who used to live in Hawaii! Oh, she's so lucky. Very shy and has a pretty voice. I hope she finds herself at home here at some point. I don't think I've seen Jason smoke so much yesterday either; he had like 3 or 4 "peaches". Usually he doesn't have any at all and smokes once in a while. We finally get the rides to Tom's, which caused Jason to make two trips. In the first one, it was me, Nikki, and two others. I let everyone out on my side of the car and waited until everyone was a good distance away when i leaned in to appologize for everyones actions. I felt so bad because Nikki was pissing him off and everyone was fighting about who was giving them rides. I just let them fight on, but noted that my ride was already planned. (seriously, come on kids make this go easier for everyone, you don't drive their cars) He said not to worry about it though, but i kinda did. They were being somewhat disrespectful. Nikki was biting me and hugging me and wouldn't let me up off the bench and it was pissing me off. I'd told her several times to lay off and stop. At one point, i reached out to Jason and I told him i was serious about yanking me out of her grip. He humbley ablidged. *+*THANK YOU*+* We get inside Tom's diner and it's already got people there, young and old alike. I had my regular Hot Cocoa (which Bee remembers now) Bob introduced himself to us. I like him. He's alright for putting up with us all. We're their best customers!! They make most when we're all there. Jason came back with his little brother and his friends and hung out for a bit. He started looking extremely stressed out and tired, so when he sat next to me, i gave him a scalp massage that almost put him to sleep right there. Some girl knocked over a full cup of coffee in front of us at the table, but i didn't get my warning out soon enough and Jason's pant leg got a waterfall. four of us cleaned up the spilt stuff with napkins galore and I mopped the rest off the floor. Another notch to his irritation and we left soon after. I wish i'd found my wallet before Jason came to pick me up, but i found it this morning. I let him barrow my "grimoure of a heart" CD i made of Dead Puppets, Crisis, and T3CHN0PH0B1A along with a few others. But i did forwarn him that i had a few oldies on it like Take My Breath Away and Stand By Me and shit. He said he'd burn it though so he'd have some new shit to listen to. Pretty much passed out after i got home cuz I was all worn out.


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Wakka Wakka

08:28 Dec 16 2005
Times Read: 867


The day went good yesterday. No Deja Vu and no one annoyed me. School was canceled because of the snow. Walked out to the house to get Justin's cell phone, but I hate going there. I have a feeling i've been watched oput there and a lot more since I thought I saw Luke last Saturday at the mall.


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Woo!!!/sevear Deja Vu

18:47 Dec 14 2005
Times Read: 874


I got models recruited with me!

(1)Nikki

(2)The girl from Tom's Donuts

(3)Evan

(4)Mike

(5)Jason

(5)Me

(6)omg i forgot! tee hee





Well, Jason might make it to the Pagan group meeting with me this week. He said it depends.



OK, I've been having serious Deja Vu since Howard and Dee got home and it's freaking me the hell out. Today, it happened while I was in my GED class and I got pissed off and stopped working because I was so nausious. Every time it happens, i'm frightened, suddenly exhausted and almost faint, my whole body gets cold and feels like something just stole my soul while i was awake, and there's no telling how much time i just froze up in one position. I'm very frightened that it won't stop. I am losing my mind.







Déjà vu

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For other uses, see Déjà vu (disambiguation).

The term déjà vu (French: "already seen", also called paramnesia) describes the experience of feeling that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously. The term was created by a French psychic researcher, Emile Boirac (1851–1917) in his book L'Avenir des sciences psychiques (The Future of Psychic Sciences), which expanded upon an essay he wrote while an undergraduate French concentrator at the University of Chicago. The experience of déjà vu is usually accompanied by a compelling sense of familiarity, and also a sense of "eerieness" or "strangeness". The "previous" experience is most frequently attributed to a dream, although in some cases there is a firm sense that the experience "genuinely happened" in the past.



The experience of déjà vu seems to be very common; in formal studies 70% or more of the population report having experienced it at least once.[1] References to the experience of déjà vu are also found in literature of the past, indicating it is not a new phenomenon. However, in laboratory settings, it is extremely difficult to invoke the déjà vu experience, making it a subject with few empirical studies.



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1 Scientific research

1.1 Links with disorders

1.2 Parapsychology

1.3 Dreams

2 Related phenomena

3 Popular References

4 See also

5 References

6 External links







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Scientific research

In recent years, déjà vu has been subjected to serious psychological and neurophysiological research. The most likely candidate for explanation, according to scientists in these fields, is that déjà vu is not an act of "precognition" or "prophecy" but is actually an anomaly of memory; it is the impression that an experience is "being recalled" which is false. This is substantiated to an extent by the fact that in most cases the sense of "recollection" at the time is strong, but any circumstances of the "previous" experience (when, where and how the earlier experience occurred) are quite uncertain. Likewise, as time passes, subjects can exhibit a strong recollection of having the "unsettling" experience of déjà vu itself, but little to no recollection of the specifics of the event(s) or circumstances they were "remembering" when they had the déjà vu experience, and in particular, this may result from an overlap between the neurological systems responsible for short-term memory (events which are perceived as being in the present) and those responsible for long-term memory (events which are perceived as being in the past). Neurophysiological specialist Stephanie Warn (based out of San Francisco) has dedicated research on the subject matter. Her current conclusion is that déjà vu is merely the brain pulsing at an exponential rate which causes a person to recall something he or she saw the moment before.



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Links with disorders

A clinical correlation has been found between the experience of déjà vu and disorders such as schizophrenia and anxiety, and the likelihood of the experience increases considerably with subjects having these conditions. However, the strongest pathological association of déjà vu is with temporal lobe epilepsy. This correlation has led some researchers to speculate that the experience of déjà vu is possibly a neurological anomaly related to improper electrical discharge in the brain. As most people suffer a mild (ie. non-pathological) epileptic episode regularly (eg. the sudden "jolt", a hypnagogic jerk, that frequently occurs just prior to falling asleep), it is conjectured that a similar (mild) neurological aberration occurs in the experience of déjà vu, resulting in an erroneous "memory".



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Parapsychology

Déjà vu is associated with precognition, clairvoyance or extra-sensory perceptions, and it is frequently cited as evidence for "psychic" abilities in the general population. Non-scientific explanations attribute the experience to prophecy, visions (such as received in dreams) or past-life memories.



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Dreams

Some believe déjà vu is the memory of dreams. The reasoning goes like this: though the majority of dreams are never remembered, a dreaming person can display activity in the areas of the brain that process long-term memory. Perhaps a dream can read directly into long-term memory, bypassing short-term memory entirely. In this case, déjà vu might be a memory of a forgotten dream with elements in common with the current "awake" experience.



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Related phenomena

Déjà vécu: the sense of already having lived through an experience

Jamais vu: explicitly not remembering having seen something before. The person knows it has happened before, but the experience feels unfamiliar.

Presque vu: almost, but not quite, remembering something. This is the 'on the tip of my tongue' feeling.

Déjà visité: uncanny knowledge of a new place. Here one may know his or her way around in a new town or landscape while at the same time knowing that this should not be possible. In addition to dreams, reincarnation and also out-of-the-body travel have been evoked to explain this phenomenon.

Déjà senti: feeling something again. Unlike déjà vu and déjà vécu, which imply precognition, this refers specifically to a mental feeling. Some temporal-lobe epileptics may experience this.

Déjà eprouvé: "already attempted or tried".

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Popular References

In the 1999 motion picture The Matrix, the character of Neo experiences déjà vu (though the experience somewhat differs: Neo sees a black cat go past two times consecutively). Trinity explains to Neo that "the déjà vu is usually a glitch in the Matrix. It happens when they (Matrix agents) change something."



Déjà vu is the name of a Giant Inverted Boomerang ("Super Invertigo") roller coaster by Vekoma that is operating at Six Flags America, Six Flags Magic Mountain and Six Flags Over Georgia.



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See also

Psychology

Phenomenon

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References

^ Neppe Déjà Vu Research and Theory. Pacific Neuropsychiatric Institute. URL accessed on November 29, 2005.

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External links

"The Tease of Memory" The Chronicle of Higher Education, July 23 2004

"Déjà Vu: If It All Seems Familiar, There May Be a Reason" New York Times, September 14, 2004

"UGH! I Just Got the Creepiest Feeling That I Have Been Here Before: Déjà vu and the Brain, Consciousness and Self", Neurobiology and Behavior, 1998

"Aviationweb Déjà Vu" about the history of aviation

Soulforce (Rap Group) Home Page

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Many Sides of ME

21:07 Dec 09 2005
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ummmyou are the romantic type!!! you just love beingloved by all!!! you're also in all the romanticmovies and flowers by the door with a littlepoem thing too you just love being with all theguys/girls and just flirt it up butsometimes..... you just need to be with thatone special person to get interest..

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The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:

Magdalene Vigée-Lebrun



Known in some parts of the world as:

Leto of The Beltane Feasts



The Great Archives Record:

One of ritual and pleasure - presiding over the gluttonous feasts of the wickedest night of the year.









Past



Eoh

Horse

Travel and movement. Swiftness. Migration to new grounds. Battle and victory.

Present



Geofu

Gift

A very good omen. A new love. The reception of gifts.

Future



Othel

Home

The home and family duties. Fairness. Using power wisely. Help and be helped in return.

AND DONE AGAIN:

Past



Wynn

Joy

Happiness and fulfilment. Success at the end of a long journey.

Present



Yr

Yew Tree

Arrow to target. Tree of life defeating all else. Hitting a goal in spite of obstacles along the way.

Future



Tir

Creator

Victory and courage. Strength and fortitude lead to overcoming a difficult situation.

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QUIZs

00:45 Dec 09 2005
Times Read: 888


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Love


You
hide love. You love smoeone greatly but you
fear to tell them.WHy? Is it because you are
shy> Is it because you fear they do not like
you back? Well no matter what it is you have to
take one step forward and just tell that person
how you feel. I know it may be hard becuse to
say it is easier to do it. It is so true but
who knows what may happen. Almost anything is
possible.....
possibly.

.:Quote:.


"Love
is life. If you miss love, then you miss
life"



My Power


A heart of gold
(maybe them people will know how I TRULEY feel
about them)



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CLASSES

17:42 Dec 07 2005
Times Read: 895


I just started my GED classes today. At first i didn't like the teacher, but then everything smoothed out. Turns out that my strong points are in English and i need to work on my math.



Tom came back from Culumbus this morning.



Chad and Katie are bringing us some breakfast. Called us up and said, "Don't eat anything for breakfast, because we're bringing breakfast over to you and Tom." That's cool. I wonder what they're bringing. {{Biscute and Gravey and homemade veggie soup.}}}



After my nap, i got a call from Westwood college an online college and they said after i get my GED in a month or two, I am to contact them immediately to start computer graphic course. Good thing it pays a lot of money to have a job undrer it.


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YAY !

21:31 Dec 06 2005
Times Read: 898


I talked to Jason today before he went to bed. He's coming up this weekend to kidnap me and Tracy, but she's got a birthday party to got to, so it's gonna be me and Jason and whoever else is coming along.



Tracy showed me the spot that John died today. It did look like it was a purpose death-crash but the way she discribed the car, it sounded like someone ran him off the road instead. And she's trying to get heads or tails of the situation before she goes nuts. I think someoe killed him. John didn't have too many enemies at all, so that makes me wonder if someone he thought was a friend offed him. That would be fucked up.



I gave up talking to Joe. I said "Fuck you, Joe." bc it sounded like he told me i had the wrong number. So fuck it.



I got this awsome art from Justin today. of a Goblet with pagan symbols all over it. It's hot shit.


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Meet Your Fate lyrics

18:54 Dec 05 2005
Times Read: 900


THIS IS MY NEW OBBSESSION SONG



Artist - South Park Mexican

Album - The Purity Album

Lyrics - Meet Your Fate



[Verse 1 Pimpstress]



My click picks your pockets,

splits tha profits,

choose the targets,

and take out the garbage,

Fill tha cartridge,

more lead than Zepplin,

tryin not to step in the blood I left em' in.

Wrestlin with withdrawls got me sippin purple medicine,

Dead rpesidents movin up like Jeffersons.

Lets begin, it began, so begun

The story of one who went from girl to woman.

From crums to slums, to laced in diamonds.

Son by guns that sound like drums.

Its no ones fault his life came to a hault, should I open up the vault like I

opened up my sliss more.

But instead h chose to be another skeleton, I popped his head and his brain

looked like gelatin.

A defenition of a cursed individual, original, you caint see the invisible.



[Hook]



1-2 Better call yo crews

3-4 Need to lock yo doors

5-6 Better loaad yo clips

7-8 Time to meet yo fate



[Verse 2 Pimpstress]



Some of yall niggas aint wit this,

Well then get tha fuck on bout yo business.

Cuz my kind dont take kinds who doze,

who act like hoes while I sip Irish Rose,

And smoke some of the worst weed youd ever tasted,

Fuck it blaze it lets all get wasted.

Still a Ja-ca, you need to face it,

Mad cuz yo house costs as much as yo bracelet,

Never patient, compitition, sound ancient,

Im gettin followed by a Federal Agent,

Engagements, gangsta banquets, piggarements, stainless,

Leave you brainless make it painless.

Hanus, 27 holes in his anus.

Make em pay when they mistake us for entertainers.

Cant blame es, young, dumb, and famous

Mary Jane is whut her neme is, I keep her where my cane is.



[Hook]



[Verse 3 Pimpstress]



My money flows like a runny nose,

All I gotta do is find a place to throw away these bloody clothes.

I pacanina while I shop at the Gallaria,

Stay on my toes like a motha fuckin ballarina .

From Pasadedna to Amid that you know a Baby Bash beats the brotha of a Gras

Groa.

Raheed he wuz raised on the wrong street,

SPM had a fatha made of concrete,

Low G lest the dogs loose fuck tha troops,

And Grimm is the spider called the Brown Recluse,

Juan Gotti got the shotti puttin holes in they body,

Murdaholics kill a nigga while he sittin on the potty,

Hillwood Hustlaz and 24-7, Dope Game Legends, feel they presence.

The young and the sensless, a message from Texas,

Dope House Records eats you hos up for breakfast.



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[Spm] No more chances


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Random Disasterous Moments1

10:48 Dec 04 2005
Times Read: 905


There's too many reasons to be disgusted with the way civalization has turned out.

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Yesterday want intensly lonely. The only contact I had with other people was the store clerk, and Shirley's mother. Both under 5 minuters.

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There's no excuse for being alive

00:54 Dec 04 2005
Times Read: 910


It's a very depressing day. I'm actually realy bored and i haven't gone anywhere, except this afternoon when i woke up to feed and water the cats. I was going to to out to my old place, but then it didn't work out because i got destracted by a few things. I am concerned because Brian called my house asking for Barbie. He knows she's never here! I have to go out there tomorrow. if i go out there and shits fucked up again, I'm going to walk over to his house, and hurt him.



There's nothing to do around this town, so that's why I like going all the way over to Defiance. I hardly know anyone around.



...The trip out to New York couldn't come any quicker.



THE RULES WE ALL KNOW:

*It's damn cold out for these flatlanders and there's not enough sidewalk to walk on.

*Everyone's a drug dealer under the age of sixty.

*The sunsets are too beautiful for them to care. *Nothing good on the television.

*Houses are so far away that you actual want to go to.

*No one ever wants you to walk anywhere, but where are they.

*Family never calls.

*I wonder how long it would take for someone to die before people become concerned.

*You're a piece of shit without a job.

*People find you more attractive if you have a b/f or a g/f already.

*The little things don't count unless you're forgotten for a long while.

*Who's gonna miss you if no one cares?

*A long time ago, Eve couldn't resist like Pandora, so guys blame everything on WOMEN.

*Mothers are too good to thier children, so they forget to share love with the ones they marry.


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DISCRIMINATION/UPDATE

05:03 Dec 02 2005
Times Read: 913


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Whatever modifications you make to you body



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Whether or not you change you gender with surgery



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I have an appointment at the Social Security office today at 2p.m. Tom said he'd take me if Shirley don't get out of bed. I just want to be dropped off. I am going to go to the mall and start a snowball fight with my friends cuz it's on like donkey kong! :) Amanda's the only one who's up for it. I'm sure by now, she's spread the word. I highly doubt Jessica would be there, because she's hiding from everyone. Someone probably pissed her off or she hasn't told her boyfriend Kyle that she's going to marry our friend Oliver; which I think is cheating and stupid as fuck, and it's eating her up inside. She's pulling an Anjolina Jolie, damnit!!



I left Joe a voice mail with my number. I'll call him back today after noon so i don't end up waking the poor guy up just because I woke up at 7:30a.m. for the first time since I moved in at Howard and Dee's. All because of Shirley's damn bird that wouldn't quit squawking. I'm gonna eat that damn bird one of these days - I swear.



Jason's the only one of my friends, other than Amanda now, that kidnaps me for a few hours to forget about things. We laugh, pick on eachother, and roam around.


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Shopping Day

21:06 Dec 01 2005
Times Read: 914


Went grocery shopping with Tom and Shirley. At first, Tom needed his check cashed, then we went to get the truck stuff, then we went to eat and then we went food shopping.



Eating at AppleBee's in Defiance was a trip. Tom fucked with me the whole time about people staring at me. He's the one drinking 2 Long Island Iced Tea's, but I'm paranoid as hell, bcause i don't like being around a zillion people i don't know. Then when we're done and out in the parking lot, we have a snowball fight.



The store was an interesting ordeal. Tom was being sarcastic as hell and i was getting rushed and bitchy, but i was laughing most of the time.


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