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Last night i was hungry so i went to the kitchen and lo and behold-nothing that isn't marked with anyones name on it. Mother walked behind me and asked what i was doing staring at the pantry. "I'm hungry but there's nothing to eat." I simpley stated. She was going to say something but my aunt jumped in from the bathroom and began ranting that she can't be buying food for everyone and this and that. "I'm not asking for you to support me" She said a few words and my appitite was soooo out the window. So i went to bed hungry AND pissed. She woke me up with the hair dryer with the door open right next to my doorless room and then started ranting about my newly descovered month old warning about breaking some fingers for touching my stuff. I was up from the hair dryer already so i was just laying there like ALWAYS listening to her run her suck chops. My mother woke up and waited until she left to get out of bed.



The senerio is that she buys a shit load of food but puts her daughters name on everything. i eat at WORK. I was misserable all day daydreaming about the many ways to kill her. here's to me and here's to you. May we never disagree. But if we do, here's to me and to hell with you.

A real pirate: Christopher Moody. My last name. Real pirate. Oh yeah. Eat it, bitches.

Ok, so Just Ice had been a HUGE prick to his gf and here i am wondering what the hell she deserved to be with such a rotten fellow. Ugh! She comes to me for comfort because I know him better than he knows himself and I tell her that she can talk to his mother any time like she does me. I don't know if Tammy is ready to go through the whole, i need you, about her son again. She's appolized for him many times and has continued to do so. She loves me like her own daughter, but I feel that if we bumped into him some how in Defiance that I would have a very strong problem resisting the urge to beat him to death, and ending it with a french neck tie. His actions have sickened me and there's no hope for someone who's a bum. Get off your ass and be a man.

it sucks. seeing new pictures of my ex. i had gone a whole year without seeing his face and my heart just sank in my FUCKING ASS today when i saw a pic of him online with one of my online friends. ...i don't think i miss him, but the sight of him just kind of makes me...a little sad. I've hardend my heart but what can one do about these situations? I am trying my hardest not to have any emotion about it, but i'll tell ya what, it's so sadning ...i don't know what to think. i just hope he doesn't break Sommer's heart. I would be compelled to want to...what's a polite way to put it... break his fucking neck. i do believe that's the cleanest i can make it. and no way in hell could i hate her like she thought i might, i just want them both to be happy-yeah, i'm honest, it's a blog and that's where i am honest as well. Why not? The truth hurts someone, it's not my fault. they wanted to read it. And i think she would respect my opinion on the matter and i damn well know he would. He knows how i feel about people getting messed up from bad relationships. So I can't wait to celebrate a life of my own when i get out there. i'm loving my single life. But for one split second, it pained me. but if you got it, honey, flaunt it. you only have one chance to be happy with love with that one person. Live it up.



(yes i'm encouraging somoene to be absolutley happy with my ex-she deserves happiness too.)