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D'Or: My love for you extends itself to all humanity. I feel an immense compassion and tenderness for all human beings. I see an elderly person and I imagine in my mind this creature inside of her/his mother's womb and I feel so proud of humanity and immensely sorry for it at the same time. How did you make that transformation in my self, before so hateful and despiseful? You are the result of my magic embodied in a little precious body.



Sometimes I think that we only truly live in our childhood years and then our souls really die or go to a place of full repose while our bodies find comfort in vane pleasures, we go seeking fullfillment outside of ourselves and find only disappointment, then we return to ourselves believing that we are stronger for we are better prepared for the misery. But is this real strength? I found myself the strongest when I had no idea of my mortal condition. I had all the time in the world to live to the fullest but this short span of time that was given to me is way too short to make any mistakes. I did not come here to learn, but to feel. Children are indeed closest to Angels, no doubt. Thanks D'Or for giving me this illusion of renaissence, another opportunity to be born again. I wonder if it is only here where human immortality resides? After feeling the full splendor of a mother's love, I see that it actually makes sense. I am content with it.

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Dragonrouge
15:16 May 01 2008

This is wonderful!

I hope someday I will feel something similar as a father.

*sigh*

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The process of emerging with the Angel has gotten slower lately. I am starting to lose focus. I feel so overwhelmed with all the responsabilities I must face on a daily basis, I get distracted by vane, mundane issues. I feel physically drained. I wish I had more free time to incorporate some joy to our existence but my life is a continuous struggle tp give us the place that we deserve. The faster the better. I am in a rush now since you are already alive, my child. There is no time for me to waste . I am not going to miss a single day of life, as I promised you before I will anything that I can to show you that life is meant to be something greater than this! Every step I have taken is with that purpose. Moving, career, job, husband... everything in my life is only for you.



I think the Angel is not very content with me these days. I am essentially tired. I have no patience and I feel always on a rush. Fast talk fast movements, fast thoughts...Not good. Ah, and I speak more than what is needed. Life is so much beautiful when you do things slowly. A lady is never in a hurry. I have also found myself begging for politeness from strangers and feeling completely humillated when I do not get the treatment that I deserve. Essentially, I am depending emotionally of others. Dissappointing. I do not find any other reason for the Angel to be hidden from my pressence lately. Just my old mistakes.

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Angelus
13:39 Apr 14 2008

..I hope you find the focus you need, soon.

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