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I bite my lip to hold in tears, I cry anyways.

I can't help but cry they are both in pain.

I hear of their thoughts and I worry my head off hoping they didn't try them.

But everytime one logs on his Kismit says he hurt himself, It hurts me more.



I am happy that the other doesn't try his thoughts but I wonder Is it becaus eof me? Or does he just not have the tools to do it?



I am scared I will loose them they are so dear to me if I loose them I might loose myself again...



I try to help and I want to take away pain, do I?

I am so confused do I help or make it worse?



Can one or them tell me before I have a mental break down....

I am sorry Im useless on the matter. I just want you happy and she just wants to hurt you and I don't think I can Take it anymore she has hurt you soooo much and yet you take her back. Just to get hurt AGAIN. I try to help you so hard to help you and make you feel better but it brings me misery to hear that on your kismet that you hurt yourself and I'm honestly soooo happy:

'boos and pills won't kill you'



Everytime you log off I can't help but cry. I cry my eyes out and now I'm spilling my heart out apon this page for everyone including you to see.



Why do you hurt yourself so? You one of the sweetest most careing people on this planet an dyet you feel so much pain and suffer from so much misery.



Can't I take it all away? Please Just let me help? Please Vincent? Please? I'm begging you to let me help. Please?

He hurts himself because of her I'm here to comfort him and yet he doesn't see I care....

I wish I could take all his pain away but unfortunatly I can't everytime he logs off I am soooo scared I'm going to loose him. I cry each time I hear he hurt himself again. Her its her fault for his pain makes me angry sooo angry that someone could do that to him.



I just wish I could make it all go away but unfortunatly I can not and for That I am sorry to him I feel sooooo bad when I see his kismets saying he hurt himself an dI can't help it each time I see them my heart shatters into amillion little pieces. I try so hard to make him happy an dmake him smile. I feel as tnough I am a useless being in the situation.



She shattered his heart time and time again and yet he being so kind took her back each time she came asking. I beg him to stop but again I'm useless and can't make him stop. I don't want to loose hime EVER and I feel that I may loose him forever.

Is there such a thing as love? From my experience, I guess not. I admit I have seen people young and old holding hands and kissing, but All I want is for someone to want me for who I am, and not try to change me for who they want me to be.

I want them to kiss me in the rain, comfort me when I am upset, help me throught rough times, never talk about another girl in front of me, and except all my flaws and every mistake I make.

~Halee

Dave is Unicorn

Mort is Evil unicorn lol

if ya want a nickname ask ill give ya one ^_^ and add it to my list!!!

To Dd wanted to tell u in a mssg.

But here it is anyways im sorry, i was in the wrong ive become like the people i hate a bitch always whinig and complaining.

To jer who always tries to help

I dont listen im ignerant im sorry. I just need to shut my mouth and let someone like u help.

To dave who is always there for me when i need to talk.

ive been in the wrong for months now trying to stop sorry i always complain.

Sorry to everyone i have disrespected.

ive been a bitching cry baby and i respect if your all upset or mad at me but just tell me im going to start listening and get better at it and whine less.

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BlackenedxWings
21:27 Jan 10 2013

I told you a million times, and I'll keep saying it. If you need someone to talk to or just vent at, just let it out. Shadowed Angels are here for their own, no exceptions. =]

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For the ppl ages 13-17 on vr...

In our generation, people try to change us. Well lets not change. Anywhere and everywhere we go we have the right to be who we want. Not some uptight barbie doll. We can listen to our music WAAYYYY too loud or be who we want. STAND UP AND B EYOURSELF!NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAYS. They aren't the one who matters all that matters is that you like yourself not that they like you.

~Halee

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Serenity
01:30 Jan 02 2013

yeah! lets make sure the music is sooooooooooooooo loud that no one can sleep not even the old people next door at 3 am, they should just shut up and die, even if they are someone's grand parents and working in the morning in the hopsital to heal kids, dont fuckin care!!!! lets play music loud and for the cleaning???? no fucking way!!! lets leave everything out , left over food all over the floor who cares!!!! lets not change lets not become responsible lets forget others they have no right they are nothing only we exist only we and no one elses!!!

and if they act the same way and don't let us be then fuck it! Let's get rid of them then when we grow old the young one will do the same.... since no matter what anyone says!

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