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I slept most of the day.

Didn't go to school because my eye has swelled in the corner do to soemthing being stuck under the lid and I can't get it out.

I find myself missing my dog, Harly, more and more.

I've been crying myself to sleep for the past two nights.

I think I'm slowly comeing undone.

-shrugs-

I feel like I havn't been on here very much and makes me sad.

I leave tomorrow for Kansas City for choir competetion. 5 to 8 hours on a bus with those people is pure torture.

This guy I know on myspace who is supposivly my friend calls me immature, a hypocrite and a liar and wants me to be ok with that.

Who in their right mind would be ok with being called those things?

I plastered my friend's whole arm to make a her a devil bringer arm because she is going to go as Nero for cosplaying. I beat the shit out the old man on a video game and got some awesome stuff equipment. So, it was a very producive night ^^

My rping is going well. It could be better, but whatever. I like being Lady, it's fun ^^.

She strong and demanding like Nailo(DnD character) which makes it easier to be her. I have a fear of dealing with pervy Vergils because several Vergils that added me have couple pictures of him and her in their albums and some are very graphic.....

Prom was.....hmmm, how to say this. A waste? Yea, a waste. I 'd be dancing and guys would come over then stand there and look around.

Wtf?

Before prom I went out to eat with my sister and her date, which was cool. I saw some of my friends there, but they were a with a party that I wasn't invited to. Which was ok because the person that invited them didn't invite me. Then I sat there watching people come through the door (I was facing it so that all I could really do), all of my friends went to that dinner thing and I came to find out that I was suppose to go its just no told me about it.

At the dance I got ditched because I wasn't dancing with them. HELLO! You were just standing there and I have other friend who were dancing. So, they left.

This one girl would not leave me alone at all. Followed me everywhere. When I dance I don't dance in any real dirction I jus tstart and move around. She had to be in front of me the whole time!

So, it wasn't so great.

My hair is done, I got my dress and jewlery, and shoes., now all that is left is the wait until then. It looks like it going to rain as well. -sigh-

That will suck.

I finished my starter! I'm so happy. And it's really good too. I roleplay Lady from DMC (Devil May Cry for those who are not familar with it) on myspace, so if you're bored and want some DMC action look me up ^^.

http://www.myspace.com/sure_you_could_say_bitch

There is a fairtale of these cursed ballet slippers that once you put them on you are made to dance until either you die or they fall off.

In my dream, I had basicly the same thing. only they weren't ballet slippers, but shoes one would wear to a masked ball, which was where I was. Anyways, so I have these cursed shoes on and I'm dancing continuiously and my partner wouldn't let me go. His grip was so tight I heard the bones in my hands start breaking. He had an Oni mask on and the only thing you could see was his red eyes. They were very harsh and burning it hurt to look at them. I told a freiind about my dream and she was talking about it might be an evil spirit or demon that was trying to attach itself to me. So, now I'm really freaked and I don't want to go to sleep.

I was looking through some of my old picture and I came acrossed some pics from 3rd and 6th grade. Boy! Do I look gangaly. Chicken legs, boney arms, long tangled red hair, and a a broad body. Wow.

I feel like I'm going out of wack. I was depressed, now I'm so angry I could cry, but I have nothing to be angry at. I'm taking it out on others when they didn't do anything. I'm not meaning to. I'm speaking before I think about it.

What's wrong with me?

It was fun. There was sword fighting, jousting, storytelling, and a whole much of other stuff. I told one of the jousters that he sucked and if I hadd an egg I would throw it at him. Lol, this mime was running from this guy and tryed to hide under this girl's dress. Nexted year I'm totally dresing up as my character from Dungeons and Dragons.