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My profile is going to take longer then I had orginally thought due to writers block, but I will try through out the night ot get it finished. ^^b

Today at 1:15pm, the vet came and picked up my Harly-bear. I wanted so bad to say good-bye to her, but I just couldn't bring my-slef to go outside. I feel terrible and cowardish because I could tell her good-bye. She looked so scared when my mom was taking her to the vets blazer. She took my baby away and I couldn't even tell my bear good-bye.

My Harly-bear dies tomorrow. I know it's for the best, but I still don't want it to happen.

My ex is wooing me with works of art he has created. He said that since I loved art it inspired him to because an artist. He showed me one of his peices and he is really good. He's wooing is working. -- Damnit.

I have a lot of bent up emotion that needs to be set free.

First thing.

Who the hell does this girl think she is? Useing my phone to texted her boyfriend. Those are my minutes that I pay for. I have a limited amount. I didn't get them so someone else could use them. I don't even like her boyfriend, wait I mean her Fiance. He lied and cheated on her then turns around the same day and asks her to marry him and she said YES! What an idiot! I texted her Fiance and told him not to text my phone again abd he's like take of her for me. I asked why and said that she was upset. Well, if she really need to talk to him find him after class. She is a big girl; I think she can manage until she sees him again.

Nexted thing.

This girl is gross. Her breathe is disgusting and she feels the need to be right on top of me. Not inthe literal sence.(Thank god.) She wants to talk to me constantly, which is fine, but it's about her sex life. That's all she talks about, and wanting a boyfriend to do it with. She follows me like a little puppy. This girl wants me to find her a boyfriend. I'm just like, I wouldn't wish upon anyone. I try and listen to music in class so can get my work done (she talks to me so much I can't my work done), but she sits there and hits me with her countless folders she carries wanting me to talk to her.

More stuff.

My friends voted on who would be the last to lose their virinity in our group. They voted me last, their reasonning: I'm a heartless bitch.

Boys.

The guy I'm currently crushing on is, well....I've given up.

Then last night, I was talking my ex and as about to go to bed he tells me that he is still in love with me, can't stop think about, and wants to get back with me. I don't know what to do. I still have strong feelings for him, but I don't want him to hurt me again....

Last thing.

My gaurd dog, Harly, murdered my cattle dog, Aly, brutally. I know Aly poked fun and the Harly and Harly would beat her up for it. But this wasn't a beatting gone a little too far. It was a throat torn out, leg chewed in half, killing. Question is will she go after the other caatle dog, Freckles? Will she get mad and attack my little sister, me, or my mom? Do we have to get rid of her? What's going to happen?

-sigh- What am I going t odo with this?

My answer. Oh, I don't know, but it might have something to do wit hthe fact that I B U R N!!!!!! Winter time, summer it doesn't matter I'll burn if I stay in the sun to long. I burn through my clothes! For god's sake. I don't like going outside because I burn!!! And not just a little red or something small. Oh, no it could never be that. It has to be like second or third. --

The check all to save button ^^ -wiggles-

I'm so fucking irritated with men right now I can hardly think straight. My god. If I could find one that saw me instead of what they saw on the outside then I'd be happy. But I guess they just think with their pants most of the time. -sigh-

I think I slept on it wrong. I woke up ain the middle of the night and I had lost feeling in it, so that might be the reason. Every time I move it feels like someone keeps punching me in the arm constantly. -sigh- I'm going to get an ice pack.