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My feet hurt. My throat is sore. I'm so tired and hungry I could fall over. I have sparkles in my eyes and mouth. I screw up in the dance. The Show Choir was unorganized until we went on. But I guess the main thing is that we go ones crossed the board ^^

I have 18 frineds on my friends list, but I'm on 39..........wow, more then half...I wish knew who those people were.

I feel so unhappy about everything I do. Nothing seems to raise my spirit. I'm unhappy about the way I look, write, draw, paint, sing....I just don't get it. I'm told constantly that I'm wonderful. Why don't I feel the same? There is no reason for this feeling.... It hurts to feel this way. this feeling like it's not good enough.

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Sinora
10:29 Mar 30 2008

I think we all go through periods like this. However if it goes on for longer than a few weeks, maybe you should see you doc ?....hope you feel brighter soon.

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I'm so close to kill my ex. He starts fights within our group and then trys to fix them. Total Hero complex! And he is trying to break up my two friend Kristen and Molly (their lesbians) because he is in love with Molly. Ok, just last week this guy said that he was "in love with me". I'm going to beat this kid black and blue.

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From: Yazoo....

Date: Jan 29, 2008 7:44 PM

Haha, you're flaunting again. Do you feel like a scorpian or something because you keep repeating your-self.

You don't know what Pen and Paper Roleplaying is and you call your-self a roleplayer! You're more of an idoit then I thought! I'm going to educate you about it then. Pen and Paper rping was the begining of roleplaying as we know it with the mountians of books, a character sheet, and a roll of the dice to decide your fate. As for your characters, I've seen all three and you don't do any of them well.

HOW FUCKING DARE YOU CALL ME,"MISS HEZA." Only two people are allowed to call me that and you are not one of them.

Those colleges must love repetition then.

Again with the five paragragh essay. Do you just feel a need to talk so much? God, and you say I talk a lot. I bet those colleges of yours just let you think they want you just so they can shut you up. So, get on your ego horse and gallop on out.

Tell you what, if you really think you up to merit and as good as you boats then send a sample to AdenWESKR and Daemyn V. Cole and so will I. They will judge.

If you want to see a smaple of theirs to see if they're worthy to judge your "great" roleplaying. -rolls eyes-

P.s. The nunnery called they want you back. Ya know, since they lost all the cheap ones to navada.

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From: Sephiroth Elite©

Date: Jan 29, 2008 10:06 PM

And once again, you make false claims. You say I am flaunting, yet you do not explain how. I never said that I did not know of pen and paper roleplay (I believe the name is self-explanatory.) I never have done it myself, and I never claimed it was better or worse than roleplay on myspace. My point was that you have nothing to back your words up. Nothing. You just spatter your opinions across my message board. And regarding the speaking...once again, these are my messages, and I did not come to you. You came to me (For whatever reason.)

You addressed yourself as "Heza" here:

What quotes? You don't use your own. Be creative, please. Stop using Kyo's, yea, I know they're Kyo's. You want to be trend setter.

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theo
03:51 Mar 24 2008

dam(ned)....all that hate over a game

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Begining.

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From: Sephiroth Elite©

Date: Jan 22, 2008 4:19 PM

I'm going to start copyrighting my quotes.

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From: Yazoo....

Date: Jan 26, 2008 8:34 PM

What quotes? You don't use your own. Be creative, please. Stop using Kyo's, yea, I know they're Kyo's. You want to be trend setter.

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From: Sephiroth Elite©

Date: Jan 27, 2008 3:57 PM

Can you prove that I do not!?

Imbecile?

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From: Yazoo....

Date: Jan 27, 2008 5:51 PM

Because you take other quote, inject large words into them, and claim them as your own. Not to mention your rping is hardly rping at all. It's monologing. It's like does this kid ever take a breathe. You moronic, egoistical, freak from a test tube.

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From: Sephiroth Elite©

Date: Jan 27, 2008 7:59 PM

Your words have no merit, and had anything you had been true, you would be infamous and people would be listing you one of the more artistic roleplayers.

You're just an idiot with no accomplishments who feels like talking. Of course you know the quote on my page is Kyo...that's because I put his name there.

I'm only speaking with you because I always reply to messages, but bottom line, and regardless of your little opinions, I have gained my reputation.

You are worthless...but go ahead, speak your mind. It is not like it will change anything.

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From: Yazoo....

Date: Jan 27, 2008 6:17 PM

I choose not to rp on the computer because I am a pen and paper Roleplayer. People on here follow you because they don't know anything. Personally, I don't care about being famous; I don't need to be to know I'm good. An other thing you should look up the word infamous and use it correctly.

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From: Sephiroth Elite©

Date: Jan 27, 2008 8:27 PM

I know the implications of the word infamous, and I use it in context because my character is an antagonist.

There are roleplayers here who are better than you (Obviously smarter), so I trust they're judgement far above your own. I only mention the reputation to imply that your opinions are far outweighed.

You have given no reason for messaging me, a role-player who is mostly inactive in the first place, and you have no facts to back up your insults. You are just talking, and if you plan to make any sense, you are going to need some concrete evidence.

Otherwise...find something else to do.

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From: Yazoo....

Date: Jan 27, 2008 8:17 PM

You mention it because you can't just back your-self up by words. You have to flaunt things to show how you think your better. Any body can use a dictionary and thesaurus.

Oh, I don't make sence? Guess you haven't read over your own work, and besides you should change your character 'cause you don't do a very good Sephiroth. If I'm dumb, then I'm scared to see your iq.

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From: Sephiroth Elite©

Date: Jan 28, 2008 9:07 PM

Actually, I have backed myself up more than you have.

The foolish audacity, you, some "pen and paper roleplay" telling me that I cannot back things up? Almost everything I have ever done has been recorded on this site, every accomplishment, every merit. All you have is your empty words that obviously, no would could care any less about.

And once again, when the rest of the 800 people on the list tell me that I play a terrible Sephiroth (Actually, I play three versions of the character, so you would have to be more specific), instead of...oh I don't know, the opposite, and that I have been by far one of the best around, then your words will mean something. You have nothing to back up what you say but the opinion of an audacious fool. And as for my IQ, you should be afraid to see it, because it is most likely a standard that you can never meet...colleges have no problem with my scores however. It was enough for them all to accept me.

Honestly...you have been proving yourself an idiot in my comments and messages for so long Miss "Heza", one would think that by now you would actually have come up with a way for your words to matter, proof, better Sephiroths...but no. You just talk. You call me egotisical, yet I have never randomly approached you attempting to insult you (Mostly because you are insignificant on all levels). You approached me, and by saying that 800 people do not know anything sounds quite vain to me. You say I flaunt "things", yet I have not made a post in months. It looks to me merely as if some piece of scum feels like making itself known...I do so no more. I am satisfied with my accomplishments...maybe if you got a few of your own instead of merely telling me your problems and opinions, you would gain a few as well.

I am not going to delete or block you, and I can argue forever, but until you give me something to prove your main point (Whatever it is...) then you will continue to loose this argument. Miserably. Stop shooting elementary insults and give me some reasons and evidence.

It appears I've gained another stalker. Grand total of 5. Woo. Personally, I don't see a point in stalking someone. If you want to find out about someone then ask, don't try to be sneeky.

I can't find anything to keep my attenion.....I can't focus on anything. I want to rp with someone, but I like multi-paragraph and I can't find anyone who will stick with it and I can stand them. I know a couple people who can multi para rp, but we don't get along at all. I have a friend who will, but she won't stick with it. -sigh-

I broke up with my annoying boyfriend today and he's kind of freaking me out. Liek he's talking to someelse who is telling me how he is taking it and he sounds really angry......That kinda scares me. I have another La' Lark on my hands. -sigh- (La'Lark is the guy in dungeons and adragons who is after my character for the same reason.)

It feels like for ever since I have been on here and it's only been a week. Stupid computer. Well, down to business, I have a boyfriend now, but he won't last. He has already pissed me of and it has also only been a week. He doesn't talk to me hardly, he can't play dungeons and dragon worth shit and he is just disrupting my group and game, he is too touchy, like the constant need to be on top of me, and he talks way too much. A friend of mine has already had sex with boyfriend over 15 time and I'm just like why wasn't I told? She told everyone else, but me. I feel left out. I can't download songs on my computer because that supposivly made my computer crash. ugh.

So, I just got told by a friend of mine, who jut had a baby, that I can't talk to her because I was talking to her ex, who got her pregent, about the baby. She won't let him see the baby or accept money from him or anything. All he wanted to know is that if the baby was ok. Am I in the wrong? I mean ok I know she doesn't like him anymore 'cause he did cheat on her and got another girl pregent, but he is my friend too.So, she won't talk to me until I stop talking to him. What is he doing with the information that I'm giving him that has her like this?

10% away from leveling ^^

I want to get to the nexted today. Hmmmmmm. I need the forums that are currently down -sigh- oh well, if not today tomorrow will do.

I was talking to a friend today anout this guy who likes my best friend. She asked me if I was jealous. Jealous. Of my best friend? Never, I'm nothing but happy that there is somewho adores her. The only thing that makes me feel jealous is that all of my friends have someone who cares for them/ loves them and I know they don't mean too,but it feels like it's being rubbed in my face. It makes me feel more alone than I already am.

I went and saw a few of my friends in the play 12th Night and I'm kind of inspired to try out for a play. Hmmmm. I have no idea if I would be any good. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, I suppose.