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So, I'm in the Coven of the Black knights and I'm blind.....How did that happen? And I have 22 favors....whatever that is.....How did I get those anyways..?

My DnD group had a game with out me and did n't even bother to tell me and they used my character. Then lost all her things! They ate poisoned meat even when they already had a supsion that it was. It's like their brain dead without me around. But on the bright I finally got my mom to get me a cell phone.

I thought I loved this soccer guy, but then I started to become infatuated this guy I eat lunch with, now I have a crush on a male from here. I'm just a fickle little person. I want to stick to one person but then some one new flickers my interest. -le sigh- Someone just hit me, really hard, over the head maybe it will knock some sense into me.

I suck at the games on here. I havn't won one.

I got some amazing Tripp pants, a cool J-rock magazine, and did this cha cha dance up and down the exculaters. It was amazing. Show Choir rules!

Guess what I found out. No I didn't have any cavities. My jaws locks and it's done this for years. It use to hurt but it doesn't now. Anyways...I come to find out that not only is my jaw locking, it's popping in and out of place grinding away the cartlige disc inbetween my jaw bone and cheek and by the time I'm in my late twenties early thrities I will have arthrites in my jaw. The only treatment there is only delays the effect. And aside from all that my jaw is off set. --* All this happened because of my braces I had three years ago.

They all think I liked this one guy, who wants to go out with my best friend. When I don't. I think of him more of a brother. So now they ar pissed at me because they think I like him and I'm the thing keeping him and my best friend apart. I DON'T LIKE HIM!!!!

A lot of my friends in real life are followers when they claim to be their own person. Take Vampire Rave for example, I was telling them at school how much I liked it better then myspace because it's smaller, the people are nice, they actually add you to their frineds list to talk to you, and it's not a populartiy conest. Then they say,"Do you want us to join?" I reply," If you want to. I mean I'm not going to twist your arm to do so." "Do you want us to join." And it continued like that for three days straight!!!!! I want to scream! if they're going to be like that then no I don't want them to join. Most of them don't even like vampires, seriously. Why join something that is mostly about vampires if you don't even like them. It's completely retarded!

None of my friends really liked DnD until they met me or anime for that matter either. Feel like I'm complaining now but I just hate it how they follow me then tell me I'm the nerd that follows the cool kids. But ya know if it wasn't for me none of them would have met and they all would still be hide in the back of the class room hiding behind a book(not that there is anything wrong with reading) in a shell instead of where they are now expressing themselves like they should be. Ok my rant is over. -sigh-

I'm soon to become 5th level and I'm dreading it! I don't want ot be put into a Coven I don't want to be in. It kinda scares me. I'm not much a team person. I'm use to be alone and not having to depend others. It will be weird....

I'm being stalked by three people.....Why? That's a good question. I sure don't know the answer to it. I don't see the point of stalking. Just ask the person about what you want to know if they're nice then they'll tell you what you want not know if not then maybe you should find someone who is nicer.

Ugh I'm working on this poem and it's a love poem. Most of the time my poems are really sad and heartbreaking, ya know. But this one is a about love and happiness. I havn't wrote something like this ever! So I'm stumped. -sigh-

Do they ever think of me? Do I ever cross their mind when they pass me in the hall or sit beside me in class? I mean I don't have a perfect memory but if I can remember them don't you think they would remember me? Maybe they do remember me and that's why they're so mean because they want to forget. Maybe I'm just that insignificant, I don't leave a big imprint on someone.

I keep thinking I should do something different to my profile. But I don't know. It looks nice but I think could make it better or write something more.

-dances- I leveled! Yay! I'm so happy. I started to get irritated because I thought I was never going to level or it was going to take me like months.

Almost got bitten by a werewolf. Not great. Alucard, my sword that talks, made fun of me the whole time. But the great thing it my 4'7", elven, ranger is a tank. =D

My sister, the perfect child, everything my mother want in a child. Those I love her dearly, I'm nothing like her. My hair is red and I have green eyes. She has brown hair and eyes. I take things at an easy pace. I don't like to make haste to things that should be taken slow. My mother yells at me because I'm like her. I can't be like her, I'm not her. I'm the quiet, shy, eaily ingored, middle child. Soft hearted, gentle. Not some flirtation bimbo who can't live without companionship.