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What do you say when you don't know enough to hate?

Why does the fact that you never bothered to learn my name? Yet I still was strong. I walked into that wake.. and looked upon your dead face .Your face for the first time..cold and dead. I don't know enough and now never will to hate you. You chose not to be my father. And yes that hurts, odd because well honestly I did not give a shit. Till the man who raised me, loved me, and was my father in every way but blood saw your death in the paper and told my mother to tell me. He was more of a man at 15 than you were at 25. I am sad and ashamed that I let you hurt me.. This whole weekend I have pushed away my amazing man and faimly .. it stops now .. the hurt the tears ..and the distance. Yes this pain is mine I claim it and now I release it, along with any power you or your faimly has over me and emotions. I hope you found what you were looking for in life.