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I need to vent.. no other way to get this out...

I am so sick of doing this shit with my daughter... I am tired of my room, my things, my clothes and everything else being taken by her without my permission! I am at my wits end with her and this problem..

I dont knw what else to do anymore.. I dont feel that i should have to lock up my things and my room because of this..

If any of you reading this have any ideas please.. PLEASE let me know.. I would love to hear them...

Lately things have been going on with me that have kind of worried me and also made me curious...



I have been havin this kind of heavy feeling in my left arm mostly in my bicep area.. and like my heart is pound or beating so fast... I have sometimes been more irratated then usual...



I have also have weird feelings and thoughts... more yearning/ lusting then i have ever felt before and wanting to be taken.. even nibbled and bitten.. and wanting to bite... I dreamt lastnight of making love with my husband , passionately... then i bit him and drew blood.. he kissed my neck and bit me... i felt drunk.. like i dontknow how to explain it...

Whom ever reads this... if you have anything to help or any kind of answer.. please message me.. i would love some in sight if you have any...

Ya know just once i wish that my kids could appreciate just how much i do for them and what i do for them.. Its as if anything i do is not enough...I think today... in this day and age... these kids have got it made and are spoiled... I cannot say that i didnt get alot of waht i wanted or do what i wanted because i did.. my dad didnt knwo how to raise a teenage daughter, but i did know respect and honor... I also knew about earning what you want and saving. and The value of a dollar.

My kids.. they want want and want.. and well today.. i was fed up..

I went all out for easter for them yesterday.. got them some stuff and made a little treasure hunt with clues for them to find their baskets.. and then i boiled 50 eggs and also had 100 plastic eggs filled with all sorts of things... and i had my best friend and her 3 boys over to play and spend time... that was not good enough...

today... was "Where is my shirt.. why didnt you wash it? or I want this.." or I get.. "WHere is my pens?" it was nonstop argueing and bickering adn complaining.. i got to my boiling point and went off on everyone.. my 2 kids and my husband and then... i left.. i stormed out the door.. hubby tried to stop me.. i slammed him into the wall and walked out... was gone for 4 hours...

I got home.. said nothing to them.. I did my own thing.. cleaned my closet.. did laundry... that was it.. i am still barely speaking to them.. i helped get them to bed.. and that was it...

I told them all that I am not doing anything for them until they can do for themselves.. I told them all I am not able to get it all done and i refuse to clean up after them when they are all old enough to do it themselves... i am not doing their laundry...they know how to use the washer.. i eman for crying out loud the damn directions are on the wall for them to see near the washer and the dryer... we shall see...

Having one of those days...well weekends.. now the week is starting to look and feel the same way... I am feeling so overloaded and just so disgusted with things going on... and with some people... sigh...