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“God why can’t I just die!” she screamed as she slammed her door and threw herself on her bed crying. “It would be so much easier then living with this fucking pain!”

With that one thought she quickly jumped off the bed and opened up her closet and reached on the top shelf under her shirts folded and grabbed the pistol.

She sat on her bed tears streaming down her face staring down the barrel of the gun…Memories flooding her mind of the pain and him.. And her… How could he do this to her?

“What did I do to deserve this?” she sobbed. Then the phone rang…Her hands trembling.. She put down the gun and picked up the phone.

“Hello.”

“Hey you ok?”

“No, I can’t live like this anymore. It hurts too fucking much.. I just… I just cant do this ..”

“Whoa.. Calm down.. Slow down... Talk to me. What happened? “

“I went out tonight for something to eat, he told me he was going out with the guys…I saw him.. He was with another woman! A skanky fucking whore!!!!” she screamed into the phone.

“Woah.. Slow down.. You saw him with another woman? I mean was he WITH her or just next to her?”

“No he was kissing her! His arm was around her. I didn’t believe what I saw so I got a closer look… It was him. He saw me and I ran...”

‘He saw you?”

“Yeah…I ran home and locked the door. God it hurts too fucking much.”

“Calm down.. its going to be ok.. What an asshole. He promised you he would never do that shit! I am coming over..”

“No.. Don’t.. “

“I am coming over there.. I don’t like how you sound and I don’t like how you are talking…I have known you for many years, long enough to know that this is not a good thing. I am on my way now.”

“Please just leave me alone.. I just want to be alone…I just… I got to go..”

“No.. Don’t you even think about it.. Stay on the phone with me.. I am in my car…”

“I have to go…please just let me go…”

“No I wont.. You cannot do this to me damn it… I am going to be there soon just stay on the phone with me…”

She put down the phone and went into the bathroom…

“Hello… hello… damn it don’t set down the damn phone! Get on the phone! Don’t do this… please don’t…”