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I sit solemly in a dark place in my heart with the thought of my beloved being taking away from me. I cry and hide my face in my hands, my fever rising, my breathing quickened and all the thoughts of happiness leaving my body. Oh my dearest how I love you and damn the two years which part us. Two years without you seems like an eternity. Will I ever see you again? Will we ever get a chance to run away together and carry out our plans? Will we ever be able to wrap ourselves in our love and stay that way forever? Why couldn't they just leave you alone? Why did they take you away from me? Damn them, damn them all. I want to burn with hate but my hate is overwhelmed by my broken heart which bleeds for the return of you. How can I go on? Only the thought of being with you once again, to feeling you embraced in my arms once more strives within my veins urging me on knowing that someday our paths will cross again. How could they put you in such a horrid place with such horrible monsters with white masks and rubber gloves with drugs inserted in needles that they will inject inside of your bloodsteam that will fuck up your mind? So horrible of them my darling, my love. My heart flys with you on your journey. The necklace you placed around my neck still stays as I hope mine does. I wear it everyday to remind me of you and the life we once shared. I hope that soon we will once again be re-united.



*Together we are bound for we will always remain in eachothers heart.*

My life was created so that I could forever be unhappy to forever be tormented with the feeling of grief, sorrow, and never ending pain. Pain which burns through my veins. Pain which brings tears to my eyes that streams down my face and makes a little pool of salt water that lands by my feet in my dark corner in my dark room with nothing but the dim light of a candle which shines fighting furiously so that it is not swallowed up by the dark hole in which my heart generates. I shutter uncontrollably from the cold chills that the drafts circulate through the air and the distant sound of my rattling breath joined by the dripping of the loss of blood my heart gives way replaced by a hole of darkness....