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in my life you were the only one
i can't find happiness now that you're gone
don't go a day without seeing your face
no one could ever take your place
you taught me the meaning of love
as magical and as pure as the snow white dove
it was your love that held me together
because of my suggestion,now you're gone forever
i'm destined to be alone
for the rest of my life
through the bullshit and strife
filling an infinite void
with feelings i cannot avoid
just as i got myself together
i was destroyed
if you could come around
you'd find me on the ground
looking for the peace that i haven't found(again)
i won't forget you
all i have is me
but all i want is you
all i have is me
with this painful memory of my suggestion
i'm bound to be alone

You point the condemning finger
I'm the worthless one
Your words are razors
Cutting me from the inside
Tears of blood
Staining my being
I wash my hands of you
You will hurt me no more
I've found the strength of Thelema
Strength that was in me all along
Now it's my turn
I point the condemned finger
Now you're the worthless one
Your words were razors
But the wounds have all healed
No more tears
No more pain
No more you
You have been tried and found wanting
In the Whole that is my life
I need you no longer
I stand as alone as i started
But at least I Dont Have You

there is nothing on my mind
within nothing everything is contained
middle pillar path, the path of the mild
keter in my sight
malkhut, the world in which we abide
humility is godliness
there is nothing on my mind
random thought is non existant
the veil has been lifted off my eyes
Daath-the secret of all life
YHVH-the unutterable name
it is all so clear
there is nothing on my mind
i shed this earthly bind
the universe is my playground
no limit to my potential
divine strength within nothing
my spark is free of it's mortal shell
there is nothing on my mind
Keter within my grasp
understanding the unfathomable
looking down upon the universe
with divine eyes i gaze
upon a world that has lost it's spark
there is nothing on my mind

horrific visions of the past
flash like convulsions in my head
tears stream down,a torrent river
leading to an ocean of broken dreams
somewhere in this infinite sadness
lies a heart striving for peace