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I was once a girl

who searched for her meaning

i was once a girl

who changed herself constantly

i was once a girl

who found it important to believe

to change

to get better

to prove myself to others



now i am a girl

who exists

indifferent

who doesnt care

who doesnt care to share

she doesnt care for reality

nor does she for her future

her past is a black maze

her present a thin line of nothing



the girl she is now

is not the girl she wanted to be

still it satisfies her

to know she doesnt need to worry

people leave her now

they needed her for energy

now they dont



she doesnt give a fuck!