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There is something about you
Haunting and strange
Just cannot get enough on how the feeling grows
Don't know where it comes or where it goes
There is something about you
You make my dreams come true today
There is just something about you is all I can say
Happy and adventurous
Something very new
Energy of the universal flow
Just flows as we glow
It rises
It feels good
There is something about you
Is it the moon or something different tonight?

My heart is a monster, that's why my ribs are a cage
Could be for something more, but my mind is in a haze
Never thought I would see my monster out to play
Never thought I would see master of madness is all I can say
My heart is a well kept secret for a reason
Much like a queen, she is kept away from treason

My heart is a monster, that's why my ribs are a cage
Cannot see how long she stays there, in that blinded rage
Never thought I would have to expand her horizons
Never thought I would need to explain something like sunrises
It is the blood in my veins that seems to draw you near
It is in that blood that will make you disappear

My heart is a monster, that's why my ribs are a cage
The earth spins for my world and no one to gage
Never think of it any other way
Never thought of anything to say
But when you said I love you
It was something the monster said
I love you too
That took me for a surprise

Today is a new day
I heard someone say
Distant winds flow and ebb such like the tides of the sea
Distant lands meet in the timing that is within you or me
The sun sets and the moon arises
There in the dark shadow it rises
Something fun and a kind of bliss
You and I entangled in a eternal kiss

If only I could live a little bit longer
If only you didn't have a heart of stone
If only I could sing a song of a las that is here
If only you didn't walk into the world
If only I could be in this world
If only you didn't have the child likeness I see
If only I could set you free
IF only you were not human
If only I could not be a monster

In your eyes
There is a wonder and light
In your eyes
There is a playfulness
In your eyes
There is something rare
In your eyes
There is something that inspires something deep inside
In your eyes
There is a primal feeling that only animals recognize
In your eyes
There is something new

I don’t want to live in a world without you
It sounds obsessive
Or maybe repressive
But you make my world alive
It was dark and grey
Now I have good stuff to say
You are like a new muse that brings me back to life
Taking everything out of darkness into light

What was taken away by hatred seems to be coming back to life
I actually believe in romance and love and things like serenity
The hatred took away the thoughts I used to believe in
Now my inner child can play again with you
Everything changes
Nothing from the past can harm us
For honesty has been key
I don’t want to live in a world without you
Because you are things I have seen in you that I have not in others
Thank you my new muse

Water is forgiving
everything lifts in water.
The waves does not need to die.
Rather ebb and flow
I water you
you water me
and together we grow

Pain is temporary, quitting is forever.
That is deep within your heart that dies
The heart rejuvenates when it finds the right one again
You feel like love till then is a lie

Finding some one in a lifetime is hard
It is not work but it is a sublime waiting
It is with the right person greater then before
Even when play fighting it is debating

When he instills your heart with something more
You look around the world and see something new
Something like the colors and smells that are divine
Cupids arrow or Venus's eternal kiss

He is on your mind
Until all hours beyond space and time
He uplifts and strengthens you
He empowers you and is your king to your queen

Not quitting on love

It is something in the wind
Your vain ways make me wonder

I am glad you are dead
In my heart and head
I can dance again
For all you like to do is create pain

I am happy that you are gone from my life
I am glad you feel the need to cause strife.
I hope you burn in hell
A special kind of hell can't you tell

You are addicted to thinking others talk about you
First time for everything freak yep it is true
I am glad your dead
In my heart and head

Once in a lifetime you meet someone who changes everything
Makes you see color and feel like you are living
You look into his eyes and say wow I understand
What makes people think is love and what makes a man
You wonder how he walks
you wonder how he talks
Little by little you seem to know
It has to be love for it to grow
You feel this power that is almost like you are insane
Cannot inflect it but you can call out his name
Divine are his eyes that are deep as the sea
Divine his is way that he is and be
Something in the way he talks to you that makes your heart a flutter
Something like a hot home made biscuit with butter
You take me out of the darkness and make it bright
You somehow make the stars even more bright at night
It is something that my heart does and or sings
It is something about how there is a tune that rings
That is when you know
Once in a lifetime you meet someone who changes everything
Makes you see color and feel like you are living

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DiegoBotelho
01:34 Jul 05 2017

Profound ... very good

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JaydeBloodaxe
23:51 Jul 05 2017

Thank you it was inspired by an ex that was a friend

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HATRED187
00:49 Jul 06 2017

I bet you say that to all the guys;]

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JaydeBloodaxe
02:41 Jul 08 2017

No, I don't actually. Every male is different.

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The sun and the moon
Stars in tune
A dance with space and time
One day we will meet

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Atieno
17:30 Jul 04 2017

thanks my pretty dolly its beautiful

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JaydeBloodaxe
19:33 Jul 11 2017

:)

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When high the Sun in noonday glory rides,

Where willows keep the lake’s green margin cool,

The speckled trout amid their shadow hides,

And dragonflies haunt every shaded pool.

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Beelzebubble
02:44 Jul 04 2017

Beautiful c:

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JaydeBloodaxe
00:50 Jul 05 2017

Thanks

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I was not in need of healing

But I guess I was bleeding

We discussed the world around us

We had a wonderlust

He claimed me and I allowed him to

He was the exception to the rule

He is spiritual

He is mental

He is sassy and sexual

He is physical

He is psychic

He is prolific

He drives me crazy and said love

Stopped my heart and I looked up above

IS it Love one can never know but I wiped the drool

He is an exception to the rule

I can't take this anymore

come see what I have in store

just like many times before

I lie broken on the floor


bitch this time I'll get mine

your downfall you'll find

this time I come from behind

my demons will surely dine


can't you see that I will win

you'll die with your sin

have these beasts you've dealt to me

this abuse is your disease


bitch this time I'll get mine

your downfall you'll find

this time I come from behind

my demons will surely dine


I need to give this back to you

this time you'll feel it too

this pain is greater then

anything dealt by your hand


bitch this time I'll get mine

your downfall you'll find

this time I come from behind

my demons will surely dine

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Beelzebubble
02:44 Jul 04 2017

*snaps fingers*

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JaydeBloodaxe
00:49 Jul 05 2017

That was the day I got back at my dad. He was a total prick and finally got him back that is how I felt...

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calm before the storm

A northern air,

Brings weather fair.


The sharper the blast,

The sooner ’tis past.


Much wind brings rain.


No weather is ill,

If the wind be still.


After a storm comes a calm.

Looking into your eyes

Looking at me with surprise

Bringing forth the love of the night

A sign from the gods and an evil delight

Wanting

Waiting

Amused and see

The cat in you and you let it be

The pleasure of the senses and invoked by a thought

Nothing I would have ever sought

It was a pleasure to meet you my dear

You wreak of sex and a lot of fear

Closer I walk and you turn

Touch my flame and you will get burned

Taste the flesh and the blood

Flowing into the my veins like a flood

You are wanting it

You are tasting it

A pleasure to meet you as I walk away

And the Gods danced in the rain

You hear the sound of drops on the roof coming down

You go outside and there is no person nor sound

The smell of rain is in the air

You circle around and there it comes from the sky

Dancing about in the rain leaving your fears behind and not wondering why

Your heart pounds and goes to the rhythm of the thunder and lightening

You pause you hear a noise which is exciting

The divine touching your skin

Not noticing what you are in

Happiness flows thru the veins and you flow

And the Gods danced in the rain with you looking below

You spin and smile and look up above

As they dance in the sky with love

Quicker you spin and dance

Celebrating the rain and romance

The romance of the love of the Gods for their people

And the Gods danced in the rain

BJTC

Aka

Ball juggling thunder cunt

Yes, that is what you are

Thinking that you are some type of superstar

You hunt me down and call me sister

:::Eyebrow raised:: not even blood related and you are as a twister

You treat your brother

Like you are the mother

He does all your work

Then you humiliate him and call him a jerk

You tell me that I need to get laid

However, you are the one that has to and gets paid

Ball juggling thunder cunt

Indeed I don’t use this lightly

You are not even human, not even slightly!

You call me at 7pm

Then 1am

I don’t give a shit, you might be rich but I am no fool

I am the one you keep hunting down so apparently you think something is cool

NOT your fuckin puppet nor your fuckin tool

You not a person that I want to deal with, as you drool

I got my cosplay, larping, comics, and magic the gathering

I don’t need you in my life, while you have a pedigree

Ball juggling thunder cunt

You might be rich

But you’re a total bitch

There is no point in being a friend

When you don’t give a shit to the end

What is it that fulfills your world?

What is it that you need?

Does one have to take you by the hand and show you how to unfurl?

What is that makes you bleed?

You need to just focus on what you want in life

Whether this fulfillment is happiness or a wife

Fulfillment is the spice of life in regards to everything

Does matter what the bell tolls and does ring

For it is up to you to make it work

It is up to you not to be a jerk

Halos come and go

However it is in all the things you know

Shine your light where ever you might go

For that is the way love grows

You show yourself, knowing the shot

Makes you look d-evilishly hot

Then you ask my opinion, though you have someone new

God help me this cannot be true

If you were attracted to me, I would run up into you

If you think there is something out there on the horizon.

It’s a good thing we are apart.

The world will try to battle my heart.

Against Good and evil

There is a struggle between God and the devil.

Inside there is something, that makes me yearn for something untouchable.

But the battle is already won, I am not giving in to the capable.

I gave up love for a man that is not really there in deep

I surrendered all for something, I cannot keep

I am dizzed in the head and you broke it

Looks at him, fix it

HOW is what I said the sexiest thing ever?

There is not melody you can make

You cannot tell me that is all it can take

I look at him, I want to understand

Tell me mr man

Really what the heck do you mean

To make me so crazy, I am seeing green?

He has a love

I have a different love (that is not from a Guy but my God)

So how it the sexist thing ever?