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I've been seriously thinking about the reasons I am over here and how to solve some of my internal conflicts now. Lately, in my day-to-day existence I have been challenged with some serious tasks and have had more than my fair share of things out with school that require my attention and are extremely stressful.



At times, I even find my self-questioning whether I am true Master or not. Action, study and meditation are always required, even of the learned to prove themselves in the Force. Trying situations continue long after the early trials separating a Padawan learner from a Jedi Knight. This is how knights become masters and masters, eventually to transform in the Force to the next plane.



Only through trials do we grow.



Performing these internal musings always makes one consider and go through a wide range of emotions which are either expressed verbally through writing or speaking or non-verbally.



I ask myself as a Jedi Master if the internal struggle that I deal with the angst that my own thoughts cause my mind are helpful to me in the Force or if they are harmful to others and me as focus determines reality.



That being said, it is the very act of questioning my motivations and their effect upon the Force that allow me to be a Jedi Master. I reflect, therefore I am not hasty in the will of the Force but, rather, am subject and open to its direction.



To be a Master of the Force, one must not only be able to manipulate surroundings; one must also be able to surround manipulations. In other words, thinking a great deal about the 'why' of a situation does little to change it but seeing what is motivating the problem might. Examining it, rationalizing all possible outcomes and finally, feeling and expressing the will of the Force through your emotions and actions allows one to overcome adversity.



Trials make us better people; they are part of how we advance. Do not internalize them to such a degree as to sicken your heart or mind. View them rationally, speak to others who have gone before and hear their wisdom. Meditate and act on the direction of the Force to achieve balance in your physical and mental being to understand what action to take. If one follows the will of the Force one will overcome all obstacles with greater ease.





JMC

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Angelus
15:41 Jun 26 2008

.. acceptence, of Self ..and the world around me, is one of the hardest thing's to do.

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Well, this certainly changes a lot of things if you are intelligent enough to understand what it means.



However, with the dubious reception I get from the so-called elite clique here, I doubt many of them are smart enough to understand this and its implications since so many are worried about the drama of this silly place. Yes, Vampire Rave reminds me of "Camelot" in Monty Python and the Holy Grail pretty much now...'tis a silly place

Still, there a few here I know are damn smart - let's see if they get this one: