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My Dearest Prixandra

I love you and I miss the way we were when it was mind and body I want to cry even now when I think of you. From the way you smiled to the way you could get the entire gang to listen to you. As far as the white gown I don’t know you must remember a lot of my memories are very hazy

Since my accident that is why I need you here with me what does this other women have or given you that I couldn’t I would have given you anything anthing at all if you asked I was you love and your slave at the same time I could mot help but do as you commanded and you know that So please tell me what I have done to lose what we had what did I do to drive you away or did you leave because of the accident baby there was nothing you could have done and if it was that I remember most things now so can’t you please just come home to me please bring this other girl with you if you must I just want you back back in my arms I remember the way you would hold me when I would get upset abut

Alexander and now he is coming back coming back for me to finish what he always said he would his family his heirs Prix baby I’m afraid what if he does come back and hurts Jamie or Candice or even Caleb Jamie would die if something happened to him but I can feel him his power his power over me

His thirst to be with me again all of it everything he did I remember the fights the words even now I can hear them “If you ever ever touch her a gain I’ll kill you you stupid mother fucker” “ She is mine I will do as I please to her” “ over my Dead body” “ that can be arranged” I can’t go through that again I can’t survive him again please come home for me please I’ll kill myself before going through that torture ever again. This would be one of those times you would pull me close to you tell me that every thing will be ok that you would take care of me and than you would kiss me so passion that I would fall back against the wall or on top the bed you on top of me you would make me feel as if nothing could touch me. God I miss when you would do that I wish that you would do that again to me to make us become as one but I think that will never happen again am I not right

I believe that this other girl must be pretty strong to take you from me. I am sorry that it took so long for my memories to come back to me if I knew that it meant losing you I would have tried harder baby so so much harder then maybe you would still be here just promise me that you will never forget the love that we once shared that we once had I love you baby together forever what you do I do what happens to you happens to me if what it takes is for me to commit to one girl and one girl only for you to come back to me I’ll do it and of course we Jamie and Candice together once more so that helps

But if you can’t I will understand

You love forever Together forever

Jezala Ann Singerfield



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