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~I sit here under the moon tonight~

~Under the twinkling stars bright light~



~I wonder if I should fight the evil within~

~The demons inside me that cry out sin~



~They give me ideas and drive me mad~

~They've made me lose all that ive had~



~They make people think that im insane~

~When they get inside my head and mess with my brain~



~I dislike these demons inside me from hell~

~I wish they would go away and I would be well~



~There is only one way to quite them down~

~That solution would be to make them drow~



~They wont not for one second leave me alone~

~Even in my sleep I hear them maon~



~They are really starting to piss me off~

~Thats when you hear a gun go off~



~Now I awake in this odd and strange place~

~up close I see demons in my face~



Crow

A.K.A

~lone~ ~wolf~



~Fuck~



thought I'd write something cray-z for one of my poems :)

~For each tear drop that rolls off of my cheak and onto the floor.

~The pain inside grows and so does my life long war.



~As I get closer to ending my life long tragedy.

~I cant and it couses me more misery.



~I now grow further apart from the people i know.

~And I can feel the cloud of depression inside me grow.



~I feel I cant trust anyone anymore.

~Thats why inside I scream please no more.



~I just want someone to care for me.

~But everyone abandoned me when I needed them most you see.



~So now I dont think I have that much power to trust.

~So I guess im doomed here to die of lust.



~I was so depressed the day I was abandoned.

~I just wanted to give up like my old man did



~When everyone left me to die that day

~I was torn apart even more and wanted to end my life didnt care wich way.



~What I feel is so bad I dont kno if I can explain it.

~Ill i can say that what happened that day is I drowned and killed my spirit.



~Im sick of the lies and all the back stabbing.

~I cant take it anymore and thats why im deciding.



~To end the endless scream.

~And never give up in search for my dream.

By:~lone~ ~wolf~

a.k.a

embryo of darkness

~Put a sharp knife into my chest

~To put my hellish life to rest



~I cannot stress this anymore

~Watch my tears of blood hit the floor



~Cut my throat and slit my wrists

~I hope will end all of this



~My past is killing me and destroying my brain

~Its starting to drive me insane



~I miss the way things usto be

~When I had no troubles and I was free



~Some people dont know my secrets inside

~Every day those secrets would send me for a hellish ride



~I feel a cold essence touch my cheek

~For every time its death I seek



~Im starting to lose all hope in life

~By any chance do you have a knife



~I realized ive destroyed my own heart

~I now see my life being torn apart



~So now I spread the blood from my flesh

~When I cannot take anymore of this stress



~I guess ill hafto put my life to rest

~I want to blow my brains onto the wall

~Then you could watch me as I take my final fall



~And if you look into my teared up eyes

~All you will see is destruction and demise



~Watch me as the last of my spirit dies down

~And as my souless bloody body hits the soft colorfully filled ground



~But with my last breath I would like to say

~Im sorry for the pain i've coused this auful day

BY: Embryo

A.K.A

Embryo Of Darkness

~yet another day has gone by~

~I keep on thinking of the reasons why



~I wonder why I was born~

~was it so I could be brought into this world to be torn?~



~From my hellish crys of agony~

~All I feel is misary~



~I dont trust much people anymore~

~For when I do my life shatters and my dying spirit flys out the door~



~I wish things could be like the way they were before~

~but It cant and my heart is just there to ache and sore~



~Every day the pain inside grows and couses me bliss~

~For that is why I slit my wrists~



~I watch the drift off my arms and onto the ground~

~When I would be alone with no one around~



~I dont ever think that I will ever find my true place in life~

~That is why I carry around a switchblade and a knife~



~Im even alone in all of my dreams~

~Inside im dying and listen closley youll hear my endless screams~



~Im not at all afraid of dying~

~Trust in me that im not lying~



~I dont kno why things turned out this way~

~and why i feel so alone every day~



~I feel everyday like a part of me is missing~

~and the soul that has extracted itself from my empty body is still drifting~



~I go to wipe away the tears from my face~

~but the blood from my wrists gets smeared all over the place~



~Well im sorry ive wasted some of your time~

~Now its time for me to end this ryme~



~So I say goodbye farewell~

~Its time for me to die as you can tell~



~Now is the time to take the sword to my chest~

~Then I can put my hellish life to rest~