A prison for my heart,
With these broken and shattered tears,
Don't make me fall apart,
Inside I hold nothing but these fears.
I'm crawling in circles
Darkness flooding me with pain
Walking on broken glass
Because I'll never be the same.
I'm flying in the sky
But it's raining down below
I keep wanting to ask you why
But you'd tell me that you don't know.
So I wait for the rain to fall
Wait for the blood to rain down
I'm choking on it this time.
But still I don't want to drown.
I'm falling apart at the seams,
And the needles are pulling the thread.
They're trying to keep me together
But it's like I'm already dead.
I won't give you this,
Can't let you win,
I won't let this hit
I'll break the thought
Bring this to an end
So I can deal with shit
Bring me down
And I will fight
Wake me up this time
Call me out
No need to shout
I think I'll be just fine
Black at heart
Killed that part
Died inside
Now I can't hide
Found a place
Without much space
It's dark in here
But I don't fear
Reaching out
Without a doubt
To find a knife
To cut up this life
Breaking the blade
That I have made
Holding tight
To bloody plight
The flesh rips and tears
But never wears
Fades into the night
But it's not right
I'm breaking bones
Finding what was never shown
Blacking to the heart
But i'll do it till i fall apart
And there it goes
And it never shoes
And I can't find
A place to hide
Breathe in,
find a place,
breathe out,
where you are safe
The walls hold
and it's okay
The thoughts hold
They won't float away
Hold onto everything
And it will slip away
Hold onto nothing
And it will escape
Float in nothing
They can't hear
Moving through something
There's no one here
No one around
To hear the screams
They all found something
Peace in their dreams
Nightmares come
Follow you here
You can't outrun
They know your fear
Block it all out
Til the light of day
The more you shout
The less goes away
Run like the wind
Soar like the moon
You can never win
It will be dark soon
They'll find you here
They'll call out to you
The nightmares you fear
Are all too true
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