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oncec again i feel the pain

my heart in two

my soul flies away

as i drown in my tears

wallowing in pain and despair

i look for help

towards the knife

ever sheathed in my grasp

nothing is left but the pain and blood

emotional distress causing me terror

hallucinations without a meaning

emotional pain so real

turning into something physical

it seems my mental pain was too much for mind



it won't matter

cause now i know nothing but pain

emotions lost to me now

wanting to give up life

in hopes of something better

once again i look towards the knife

if only a gun was nearby

but, for the fact, they are quite loud

not to mention messy

the knife becomes my friend

my only love

i look towards it

asking for help

the knife cannot hurt me

only set me free

i fear i am sadistic

perhaps even deranged

the demise of others

brings me but a short time of lightness

i fear i am lost to all in the world

i fear none can bring me back

now i say unto others like me

"look towards the knife

do not fear it

the knife is your friend

and it can do nothing

but make you happy

hence the reason

it's sheathed in my breast"

my beating heart is still

but i shall be remembered

through my poetry...