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I am isolated....I am without the rush of life. I want more than what has been given and I am ready to take.



I long for movement, for intamacy. Strong arms and quick witt.



I want to be independent of who pains me. I want to take life by the balls and make my own destiny.



I want to be ruled by noone. I do not want to feel belittled or hurt by anyone ever again.





I want my life back....

everything seems to be coming down to the wire and as usual i am not prepared. i am tired and i want to get away from everything. i wish there was a way to escape without leaving..i am stuck now....

i am completely alone even when surrounded by people. i am absent in my own life. sometimes it feels as if i have lived hundreds of thousand years and i am just so tired and ready to let go. i feel as if i have seen, tasted, felt, and lived it all before..over again.

i am old beyond my years and need youth again...i