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I sit here thinking, Where is my Edward? Seems so selfish, But I feel like I've given so much to this world. Should I not deserve to have that? Does that man even exist? That man who does not care what you look like, Who holds you when your down, Who care's about you like you're the only person on earth.

I understand that we all have our problems and our hard time's in relationships, But is there that hansom and manly yet sensitive and caring guy out there? Is there that other half of my soul waiting to be found. Some one who is utterly and almost deathly beautiful in my eye's and mine in his?

Can it be possible to even try to find it. Or is it just a waste of time, and heartache?

I think that there maybe an Edward out there for me,

There might just be that one love, That one man who sweeps me off of my feet, Who is here, WHO i NEED and who need's me.

I hope my faith never dies. Because I will never stop searching.

Or waiting.

Really I don't give a damn if you hate my voice or not.

You didnt have to hear me scream,

You didn't have to say anything.

You're such a beautiful dead being,

Stuck there with that stoned face,

Smashed into society,

Like another fly slammed on the wall.

You're dead to me, And soon to us all.



Go ahead and take it out on me,

Blame me for everything,

Go ahead you're a fake any way,

you'll say anything,

To get your way with me.

In the end it's you'll who'll pay,

The end is when I'll have my day.

As fucked up as you are,

You're still the one to me.



How many night,

Lay fighting,

How many days,

Gone by without seeing,

Lies so tamed you don't need a punch line,

Every white lie,

You'll never see a tear,

Never see me cry.

Well this is my final Good bye,

This is my last night,

This is my last try..



Yourself, is so amusing,

Seeing you think you're so much better then me,

You're worse then I could ever be.

Blacken your eyes Its ok,

I knew you'd end up this way,

No saving you,

No saving you,

I'm SAVING ME,

I'm done playing this game,

I'm done with trying to keep you clean,

I'm sick of this,

I'm not saving you again,

I'm not saving you again



Really I don't give a damn if you hate my voice or not.

You didnt have to hear me scream,

You didn't have to say anything.

You're such a beautiful dead being,

Stuck there with that stoned face,

Smashed into society,

Like another fly slammed on the wall.

You're dead to me, And soon to us all.



Go ahead and take it out on me,

Blame me for everything,

Go ahead you're a fake any way,

you'll say anything,

To get your way with me.

In the end it's you'll who'll pay,

The end is when I'll have my day.

As fucked up as you are,

You're still the one to me.