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I have a wonderful fiancee. I really do. But he has a problem with narcotics. And lately I think that he is in self destruct mode. He can take so many vicodin at one time its scary. He got 30 of them last night because he was in the hospital for stomach problems... well lets just say, there are none left. I'm so scared that one day I'll wake up and he won't. How do I help him? He tells me that he needs my help, but when I try to help him, he refuses the help. Am I doing this all wrong? I've threatened to call his doctor and tell the not to give him narcotics because he has a problem, I've even stooped low enough to threaten to leave him. I love him with all my heart and soul, but this is really taking its toll on me. Sometimes I wish I could fall asleep and never wake up. I'm so exhausted and I just don't know what to do anymore. I feel helpless.