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I wish to talk about one thing, and that is uu goths and vampires coming together and staying together. If we can come together and stand together here on a website on the internet, why can't we while outside in the real world. What I mean is, the outside world already rejects us. We should not reject one another and leave eachother out in the cold and loneliness of the world. I have a friend who is also as of us, but what I did not know is, he is homeless. He spends his nights sleeping at the door of a funeral home, which I feel bad for him. It is upsetting when I know that once his girlfriend and I leave him late at night, we has a warm place to go lay our heads and he has to sleep out on the street. The worse thing is, another like us, will not let him stay at his house but let two normals stay at his house because they were kicked out and has a cat that was hungry. That is why I am starting a group called Goth World Order, so we true ones can come together, stand together, and stay together for eachother. If u have myspace, just go to goth_world_order@yahoo.com to join us

For years, I have always known myself as a loner. Since I was 12 years old, I have always been on my own. My first job was cleaning up at Henry Ford High School at the age of 14, and I have been working since than. Why do I call myself a Loner? Because I have always spent alot of my time alone. I have a few good friends and I have had a few beautiful girlfriends, but I always found myself sitting in the woods or cemetery or the park for many of hours on my own. A Loner's life is not so fun, but it is a way to relax and concentrate on life any many other things. But I wish my life was better than what it is and more exciting than what it is. As I said, I have had many of beautiful girlfriends but some of them were just around for money. My last one, Crystal Carson, everything was going great for her and I when we first started dating in May of 2005. That is when I found out she was also gothic, which made things great for me. I fell in deep love with her. She was my number one love. Then she let the normals and their urge for money get to her and change her into one of them. In the middle of May, this year, for the damn normals, she turned against me to be one of them. Even many of my friends here in Michigan has turned against me because I am bipolar and they are afraid I may hurt them. So I spend alot of my time to myself. Yes, alot of times it is painful to be alone, but what can I do about it. I am a nice looking guy and alot of females say I am cute, but if that is true, why am I always alone? I guess it is my destiny to live my life as a loner. Many females I have liked, say I am cute but never much looked my way as of dating me. My life, to me, seem dead already even though many tell me itis not. But to me, it is dead.

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dabbler
04:00 Jan 29 2008

If it wasn't for my writing I would have given up trying to balance sharing my time with others that seem to like me,and being alone.

I get put off by uninspired people to easy.When people do not initiate conversation after a while I get feed up with their company...to get rid of them i become annoying...It works and my real friends always come back later once the posers are shaken out.I can relate a bit to this entry Khan.

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juggalodak
15:20 Jul 28 2008

well atleast you gots family here cuz, i gots your back mane

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