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How does my heart yearn to free its self from this pain . I can't help but to feel like I 'm a million miles away. I hear you crying out. But I can't hear what you say. So I turn around and I walk away for I know that I can only cause you pain . Some where in the darkness you seem to be okay. You reach out for me but I can only fade away. Just like an old memory. You can only see the good in me but if you could looking to my past you would find the things I have done. All the wrong and harm I have caused . You use to say that anything was possible . But I know that no matter how hard I try I fail you every time. So I look up to the sky as the rain falls down . I find myself asking why? How can this be happening? You left me without a word and yet my heart still remembers the love that you showed . I long to forget. But I can't for I don''t regret the time we spent. You promised you would always be there when I need you . You said you are only a phone call away. Oh I wish that was so cause I would run to your side. Just to be able to be held by you once more. To hear you say everything is going to be okay. I wish you could be here to calm my fears and dry my tears . I miss our talks and long walks . Some days I wake only to find you where just a dream walking around in my mind . I miss the way you made everything feel okay. But most of all I miss you . I wish I got the chance to tell how much I loved you one more time . I wish I could have told you good bye . I can't seem to find my way without the light you gave . How I wish my dear you where right hear.



By :

Tina Root

( Kianae)