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she hates how things turned out to be, she wishes they weren't this way but nothing could change the way she feels now, she saw this coming from the beginning, how they grew apart over the years, they used to be a happy family but now she hears her mother crying for the lost of her first daughter, all the built up hatred and misery killed her inside so she had to go away, will she return? she doesn't know, she cant promise anything, her love for her mother will never stop but she has to stay away, this hurts her more than anything, to cause her own mothers tears to fall, she hears her mothers pain in her voice as she begs for her daughter to come back home and pleads that everything will be okay and things will change but shes heard that plead so many times she knows it will only get worse, the more her mother pulls the harder she pushes away she cant go back, it was never her home it was her hell, shes happy when shes away from there no matter how much it would make her mother happy she cant sacrifice her own happiness anymore shes done it for so many years and now shes miserable not knowing what to do or where to go, going place to place with very little faith...