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sitting here forlorn, alone, empty

heart like a hallway filled only with cobwebs

a band aid placed upon my ribcage that has been ripped apart

a starving mouse lays dying inside me

groveling at your feet

i lay before you broken, yet mobile

dead/alive

forsaken, unloved-touched, yet unfelt

i feel not the warmth of your embrace

because you do not care

your fingers like ice chill me, right to my very core

my soul a thin sheet of ice

i crave warmth, to feel once again

shivering next to you i am hollow

and the only sounds are of my blood filled veins

attempting one beat at a time to shuffle me loose

to die completely, once and for all

give me the world

but i dont want it

offer me your life

and ill leave you

spend money on me

and ill waste you

give me time

and i shall keep you



forgive me



but i do not want your fortune

you can keep you fucking fame

i just want to be near you darling

and hear you scream my name

i want your lips bound to mine

and taste like my last meal

i want your body dripping sweat

to embrace your hardened steel



to hold your hand for eternity

and know you are lying next to me

to give of yourself what no one else could

and envoke feelings that nobody else would

and meld my mind into your soul

filling in that gaping hole

inside my body, my heart, my mind

look inside and you will find



give me the world

but i dont want it

offer me your life

and ill leave you

spend money on me

and ill waste you

give me time

and i shall keep you



please forgive me darling



i cannot be bought

heart has been sold

feeding the fire

so im not so cold





give me the world

but i dont want it

offer me your life

and ill leave you

spend money on me

and ill waste you

give me time

and i shall keep you

her beautiful mouth

painted

hair smelling of amber lace

pallid skin melting

against dark yellow walls



liver drowned by absinthe

floating

heart strangled with fear

her head

beats against the door



her obnoxious screams

bouncing

dress shredded painfully

and bound at the knees

she waits



filtering like gills

her eyes gloss over

blood ceasing to pump

anon

her life is just a puddle

I know you think I dont care

I know you dont understand

I know I still love

I know you do not care

I know that I will befriend you

I know that you will deny me

I know I will be there for you

I know that you will shy away



I bet you dont feel anything

I bet you think Im fake

I bet you dont care what I feel

I bet you cant believe me

I bet you I am right

One drop drips from a broken heart



I cannot be upset I was the one who chose to start



Flows down my stomach to the floor



It was good while it lasted but I am afraid is no more



Makes quite a crimson stain on the tile



Guess I will have to fight with myself for a while

Jack be fast, yes Jack be quick

Lest Jack really wants to get bit

Jack better run, Jack better hide

Or Jack's gonna soon

Be on the other side

He is scared of me

because I am truthful

He is put off by me

because I am brash

He is upset with me

because he doesnt understand

He is attractive to me

because he can cry

He is beautiful to me

because he is himself

He is ashamed of me

because I make him feel

He is drawn to me

but doesnt know why

He is helping me

because I cannot show my feelings

He is annoyed with me

because I care for him

He is permanently in my heart

because he is a loyal man

He is confused about me

because I show him love

He is testing me

because his heart has been wounded

He will be with me

because He is The One